His fool • jegulus •

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mentions of abuse and blood i'll add a warning when it ends and begins so u can skip over it if need be, this is a sad chapter but i want to start out with drama cuz i can but it will get better <3
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"mark my words regulus black, i will fix this and one day you will realize your head was up your ass"

regulus had the words playing in his head all week as he went throughout his days it never left his mine he however avoided the owner of those words at all cost. it didn't make sense to him why the positive so much it was annoying gryffindor was trying so hard to rekindle his relationship with his brother.

regulus sighed and left his final lesson for the day grabbing a note he was given during class by a gryffindor this year slytherins and gryffindors were the ones in the same classes. he was curious and hadn't read it yet for the sake of staying out of trouble.
he owned the note and read cursive writing much like his own

"astronomy tower. 8pm."- s

he made a groaning noise as he read the note, he was a prefect following this could get him in trouble but he also didn't feel like putting effort into it.

but for the sake of seeing his brother he sighed and nodded his head to himself he agreed to go even if he didn't like it, as he thought a image of a certain gryffindor came to his mind it was obvious he had part in this. sighing and rubbing his temple with his thumb and forefinger as he was getting a terrible headache

as hours past his nerves were getting to him, he wanted to see his brother he hated the relationship they had but his parents words played in his head

blood and abuse start here

••flashback the night sirius ran away••

a boy of barley 16 and one of 14 sat huddled in a corner as screams could be heard another as the black parents fought once again it was always like this but one thing for sure it never ended well, silence suddenly was heard after hours of fighting

the door slammed open and the one and only walburga black her eyes cold and heartless. she stared at her sons and scoffed "what is our rule boys?" she spoke in a tone full of venom. sirius stood up and looked at her with such hatred that matched her own over the years he didn't fear her as much clearly as currently he was wearing red and gold mixed with his usual black

"b-blacks don't feel affection" regulus barley able to speak as he did fear her, sirius on the other hand let out a dry chuckle. " that rule is bullshit " he looked at his mother with a smirk challenging her.

she lost her temper and slapped him so hard he nearly fell back it was the only sound that could be heard for a few moments before their father came in and it was obvious looking at his sons and their mother "looks like you boys haven't learned your lesson" suddenly green lights was all the oldest boy could see after hearing the words he knew well after all th ese years "crucio" as he fell with such pain and he screamed as his mother did this.

regulus could do all but watch in horror before his own father did the same to him, after what felt like hours his own mother and father took turns whipping the boys laughing and after left.

both boys in pain and tired but the eldest had enough before he started healing the other with minor healing spells  he learned from madam pomfrey apologizing over and over  and then left to start packing regulus following him "come with me" the eldest said.

regulus refused after minutes of arguing sirius was done packing and then left that very night during the next year all he heard all his like was his parents calling his brother names "blood traitor, disgrace, worthless, selfish," the names continued on and on

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regulus headed to the tower twenty till 8 and snuck out to the tower his heart beating fast the closer he got till he thought the whole school could hear it.

he headed up the stairs and finally saw the back of his brother with his fluffy hair and hun staring at the sky looking at the stars. like they used to do when they were younger after all their own names were based of stars. regulus cleared his throat after the clock finally hit the time they were supposed to meet.

sirius jumped at the sound turning around and looking at his younger brother a sad smile on his face " hello baby brother, you look good." sirius said.

regulus rolled his eyes, truth was he had his wall up even more now looking at his older brother " what did you bring me here for sirius, and don't call me that i'm not your brother" sirius eyes widen in pain looking like he had just been shot.

"no small talk i see, truth was pro-james convinced me here, he's trying to fix our relationship" regulus let out a sarcastic laugh " so i've been told" he spoke quickly. sirius looked at the younger " why are you so cold to me? i've done nothing to you!" he semi yelled clearly angry trying to keep his cool.

that was it regulus lost it and punched the other " nothing ?! you abandon me to be with your friends and with your brother as you call him!" regulus took a deep breath " you force me to watch you parade around the school like nothing is wrong like your life is perfect"

sirius was still in shock but he opened his mouth getting up and holding his cheek clenching his jaw as much as he wanted to punch him back he didn't. " you could have came with me! it was your choice! tho after all you were always their favorite." sirius scoffed and shook his head watching the other " i am still your brother and i don't know what crawled up your arse, but it was your own choice"

sirius stomped away shoulder bumping the other as he left. regulus stared at the spot his brother stood clenching his fist feeling emotionally drained then looking at the stars and after some time he head back to his dorm sneaking back and getting into bed he felt worse, wishing he didn't leave but as he later there unable to sleep a few tears escaped his eyes he didn't realize he was crying until he wiped his face.

regulus sighed deeply and vowed in his head to not speak to the other.

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i'm sorry 😭, i'll make this better but on the bright side 1000+ words in the second chapter but this will get better but i love the drama <3