Can I trust Zayn? I haven't hung out with him much since I've met him. It's more been Harry and Niall. How did I know if Zayn would turn around and tell the guys or not. I couldn't take the chance of letting my frustration get to the entire band. I just couldn't. "I'm sorry Zayn." I sighed.
He gave me a confused look. "For what?"
"For everything. For dating Harry and causing a rivalry between him and Niall. For kissing Harry. For meeting everyone. For coming into your lives. For meeting Niall. For being born. For existing. I shouldn't be here." I apologized.
"No no no. I'm glad I met you. And I'm glad you met Niall because if you hadn't, I wouldn't be sitting here with you right now and I might've never even met you. To be honest.." he paused and blushed down into his hands in his lap and then looked up into my eyes. "To be honest, when I first met you. I thought you were this gorgeous, kind and caring, generous, intelligent woman. But over time.." he smiled. "I can now confirm what I thought from day 1." he gave me a kiss on the forehead.
"T-that's the nicest thing anybody has ever said to me, Zayn. Thank you!" I told him. "I know I shouldn't say this but I really need to tell someone that won't tell everyone." I paused as he nodded. "At first I liked Niall. I thought he was pretty hot but then we became friends and I love him as a brother and nothing more. When I met you, Harry, Liam, and Louis. Straight away I fell for you. Well you and Louis. I could tell Liam was more of a serious guy and I don't know. I don't 'dig' seriousness a lot. And Harry, he acted like a pedophile. He scared me and still kinda does, but don't tell him that."
He wasn't expecting me to say what I did. "I um. Yea. Thanks. I wish I asked you out when I first met you. Then maybe I'd have a chance."
"W-what? A chance? You still like me..?"
He hesitated before answering. "Well yeah. It's just Niall and Harry both fancy you and 3/5 members of a band falling over one girl would be so much drama." he paused. "Nobody besides the band knows this but.. Perrie and I were set up over management. I don't really love her. I mean she's gorgeous and nice and all but I just don't know her. Y'know what I mean?"
(A/N I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST PERRIE.. I JUST FEEL THAT IT'D BE MORE OF AN INTERESTING STORY WITHOUT ZAYN AND PERRIE 'IN LOVE')
I didn't know what to say. I just sighed and laid my head on Zayn's shoulder, wrapping my arms around his waist. I didn't know what would happen at the time and I now wish I would've made those actions.
