☆ ⨾ letters to toman

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Dear Mitsuya,

Would you believe me if I told you you'd become some famous designer in the future? Probably not, right? I honestly wouldn't believe me either but, you have the potential! I'm sure everyone in Toman knows that you're the best of the best when it comes down to clothing. But anyways— There are many things I'd like to say to you Mitsuya. But for starters I'd really like to thank you.

I was put into your division on the spot and although I couldn't fight at the time— I still can't— regardless, you stuck with me. I mean, I'm pretty sure you stuck with Mikey's decision because... well... it's Mikey and he's Toman's official leader. Putting that aside though, it was interesting being in your division.

During Bloody Halloween... I wasn't sure of how I had impacted the way everyone else thought. To tell you the truth I pretty much was just spouting a bunch of nonsense, but you had told me I did good before I blacked out. I hate that I couldn't help more, but when I woke up and was mumbling incoherent words you were there to settle me down first before telling me everything that happened.

I clearly remember blaming myself.

I also remember you looking at me like I was crazy for blaming myself. I hardly even knew Baji and yet there I was blaming myself over the fact that I couldn't save him. To tell you the truth, saving Baji was for my own selfish reasons. I can't explain it too well... maybe Chifuyu will tell you. He'll have connected the dots by then.

Oh, there was also the instance in the church with Hakkai and Taiju. I think that was one of the other moments where I looked up to you and respected you immensely. I think we both know how big of an idiot I am— especially in that moment, thinking that I could take on Taiju. But if it weren't for you, I don't think I would have been able to successfully beat him.

You were the key at that time, Mitsuya.

I know I'm probably not making sense, sounding all weird. But because of you, Mitsuya, the future didn't look so bleak. There were many possibilities that could have occurred if Yuzuha had gone with killing Taiju. I thought I would have to deal with it alone, but you were so helpful. You were the extra push needed to make sure things didn't turn out like shit in the future— or at least have it turn out less shitty.

Still don't get what I'm saying? That's fine. Mention it all to Chifuyu. I know he'll explain.

I think you're one of my many inspirations Mitsuya. You're strong, selfless, and always fight for what's right. I look up to you! Not to mention how cool you look while fighting!

I know you had your doubts about me when I was put in your division. You don't have to feel bad about that though, I too would doubt myself. I kinda still do but that's besides the point. At some point you started believing in me and that helped. It helped a lot more than you would think.

So, thank you for believing Mitsuya. Thanks for always showing up at the right times.

Thanks for having my back,
Hanagaki Takemichi