Kande Beach

Make me wanna die

Nishaan's POV:

The whole world felt like, was against me. This wasn't working. The intense cold room and white sheets weren't good. I couldn't sleep. The whole fucking night and now I was in a bad - in a bad mood. I got out of my bed angrily, did my Morning routine and wore my Victoria's secret black lacy bra and an underwear. I put my black skin tight dress which was hugging my zero figure body very well. The dress was revealing and anyone could see the fine lace of my bra. I put my YSL light black stockings on and did my Smokey eye make up. I loved to hide my natural face. Because my natural face was very innocent and not very confident and the make up was for hiding my fear so whenever I wore make up I felt like I was the only badass monster queen here and hell, I didn't care about anything.

I was going to grab my backpack but then I was like, Nah it just didn't match with my vibe today. I started playing Make me wanna die by pretty reckless as I plugged my earphones in. I had never liked those earbuds. They were just not my thing. I had also decorated my earphone's wires with colorful glittery tapes.

It took 5 songs of Taylor swift from her legendary Reputation album and 2 songs of Enrique Iglesias to arrive here. My college.

WOW. I thought I'd never say this word ever but here I was.

I made it to my class and saw Noah and other friends. Noah instantly felt my presence as he glanced at my direction. A big smiled formed on his face which I still, wasn't used. Usually people frowned, glared, scoffed and yelled at me but this guy was smiling a fool and suddenly I felt like smiling too but I didn't. I hid it.

"Hey sexy," he called and I smirked. I stopped when I approached him. I saw Jill, Aron, Trevor, Johnny and Shiv. They were drooling at me. It was Holy Sevenity.

Yeah, that was what they called us. It was like they were six when they met on the campus and they became friends instantly. Jill came up with Holy six group name but they didn't like the no.6 and just to add a little mystery, they named themselves sevenity.

Luckily I eventually - not willingly- entered in second year and became their 7th member and it was kind of nice. I liked Shiv and Johnny more. Shiv was a typical rich India guy with pretty charming dusky skin. Johnny was a bit masculine than Noah. Jonny was from England and god, his accent was just very fancy. Jill was Jill. He didn't like to talk much and felt like he didn't like me but whatever.

Left Trevor and Aron. If I had to describe them in a one word I'd call them wild jerks. I know! It's two word. They were Just like me and I didn't know that they were going to be in my life but I knew they wouldn't disappoint me.

"Hey handsome," I sat beside him on the bench - joined them.

"What's happening?" I asked as I flipped my hair back stylishly and folded my hands and looked at each one of them.

"There's this club opening, you wanna come?" Trevor spoke hesitantly.

"Hell yeah!" I was so excited already. Partying was my thing. I was addicted. To get high.

The day went smoothly except Professor Johansson and others gave us tests and group projects. Not that I cared. Flunking everything was one of my intention for the next 6 months. The happy thing was I was going to go to club. I went to my apartment, totally ignoring Kiara. She tried to talk to me but I - the main bitch - always ignore her and treat her like a trash. Why? Why - because I didn't want to friends with her anymore because she was kind, pretty, nice and everything I was not.

SO NO.

She was a good influence on me and that was bad for me.

I locked the door, threw my backpack on the ground, removed my clothes, turned the AC on and took a long bath and washing my hair for like an hour then I came out of the shower. I quickly changed myself into the very revealing strapless baby pink dress.