Kande Beach

9

Nishaan's POV:

A week passed by, and all I did was eating more pop corns, drinking a beer per day, and smoking every 5 hours. I was becoming something else. I was becoming a phycho. I was afraid that my mental health was getting worse and worse. Everyday I go to college and all I want was to scream in crowd. As loudly as I could. I wanted to scream at people and tell them "look at me, I want help, I need attention!" out of my lungs. I inhaled deeply and leaned back, watching Mr. Miller babbling about how politics work around the world and all. I was more like glaring at him like he did something bad to me and it was making him more tense, I knew. So it was fun. Noah didn't show up for two days in a row now I didn't know why because I was kind of missing him.

He apologized over a call for how he behaved when I came back home from the club that day. He said he was drunk and jealous. So I forgave him and told him I won't date him because I didn't like him that way. I hope he didn't take it seriously because it had been two days. I was worried.  

"Okay, tomorrow be prepared for the test of the first module." Mr. miller informed. He gathered his books and attendance sheet.

"Any questions?" He asked before ending the session - looking at everyone except me. I raised my hand lazily.

"Yes, Miss Jefferson," he said Shakily.

"I'm not free tomorrow" I smirked and everyone gasped and everyone 'oh'ed.

Why am I doing this? I thought inside.

His face was full of shock and nervous. But then he realized what a bitch I was. He turned to me.

"Well, miss Jefferson. That's not my problem." he said and suddenly the whole class was laughing on me.

"Class dismissed" he left. I waited everyone to leave. As everyone left I rested my face on the bench and looked outside. Day was green and the sky was pure baby blue with lots of clouds. Girls and boys were laughing and joking on the campus. All I was seeing was a smile on everyone's face.
I want to go home. I thought.

Suddenly the huge cloud blocking sun was moved away causing the sun rays to fall right on my face. I couldn't open my eyes due to too much sun rays so I closed my eyes and let sun kiss me. Soon the UV's were piercing trough my delicate skin, making my skin hot. 

Next Day:

Next day, we were called in exam hall for the test. I went there late. Purposely. Not because I didn't study because I didn't want to. I did studied. I did prepare for the test but I was going to flunk it.

I knew this wasn't okay. That was not how it should be but the air in me was toxic, the outside was air was engulfing me. It was like I no longer had any strength. I sat at the last bench. I looked up and there a guy maybe in his late 20s with his ordinary brown eyes starting at me. He came over. A familiar shadow hovered over me.
I knew I saw him somewhere but I didn't remember. He put the question paper on my desk and an answer sheet.

"Who are you?" I frowned as I scrunched up my face and to be honest I was trying to be cute and I didn't know why.

"Not your business, now write" he tapped at the question paper and left.
Wow, the audacity of this...
Oh wait, it's the same guy from the club, what was his name... Luke Skywalker or something? I thought.
I passed another half hour thinking what his name was and I remembered it was Jackson. Jackson Skywalker. The one saved me from the harassment.

I looked up to see he was looking outside, at the trees. Veins were popping out of his neck, his hands were buried in his pants pocket with his leg crossed.

Suddenly his eyes met mine and I shiver.

Those shivers. Again.

And I looked down. I tried to read the question paper. I knew the answer of each and every question. I smirked thinking how easy the paper was but I didn't write anything. At last,
I wrote my name and enrollment Id and done. I stood up. Everyone looked at me like I was crazy because the answers were quite lengthy so how did I manage to do it in an hour.