Kande Beach

Say it All

Nishaan's POV:

The hardest day had passed away. Yesterday, I almost couldn't even breath seeing Mr. Jackson. It was like it was just yesterday we were together and having fun. Every single memory came back. It was like, the heaven I lived was here. It felt good, seeing him but he had changed.

He was drinking, he was cursing and most shockingly, he got irritated easily. That was not him. My Jackson was calm. I wanted to take revenge but after talking to him, my whole mind was changed. My motives were changed . I couldn't be cruel to him. 

Why must he be judged by his past, every time? 

"We can do this," I checked myself into the mirror. I was looking gorgeous. I knew that. I was wearing a midi royal red dress. It hugged my body very perfectly. I had red lipstick on and my hair were set free as I liked.

I got out of the room and made my way to the backside to catch some fresh air but to my surprise, I saw Nicole was leaving. Mr. Jackson was there too. There was another boat waiting for her. She hugged him goodbye and left. After that he watched her disappeared into the waterbody. 

I walked unto him and stood behind him.

"Why'd she leave?" I asked. 

He didn't reply, nor looked at me.

"Because of me," he finally replied.

My eyes were fixed on him as I dew my brows in.

I noticed the ring finger was empty. 

"Where's your engagement ring?" I asked pathetically.

"We broke up!" he replied. 

Wait, what?

Why?

"Why?" I asked.

"What the fuck do you want Nishaan? Just mind your own business!" he screamed and then stormed off. I just stood there as I was stunned at his reaction. Tears welled up again my eyes and I felt so stupid for even coming here.

I hate him so much.

I ran to my room. 

I really really missed him and I realized I still liked him. 

"Nishaan! Nishaan!" Someone grabbed my hand. I turned and was already crying. Tears were streaming down my face.

He stopped and looked totally surprised.

"What happened?" He came closer and cupped my face.

I shook my face. 

"I still want him but he hates me," I cried. I wrapped my arms around him and cried.

8:00 P.M. At the wedding rehearsals:

"Are you okay?" Noah asked. I nodded and flashed him a fake smile.

Intentionally, we intertwined out hands and made it to the crowd. Rehearsal was already started and everyone was looking at us. We found ourselves a table and sat. I ordered cola and Noah ordered beer for him. Far away, I saw Jackson was sitting next to Eric. Eric was with his bride, and man she was pretty. She looked calm and shy. She balanced Eric out. 

After dinner, everyone was dancing. 

Noah wrapped his arms around me strongly as we started slow dancing. The lights were dimmer and I rested my head on his shoulder. I could see Mr. Jackson dancing with someone unknown lady. My eyes were burning with jealously.

"You don't have to do this you know..." Noah stated.

"Stop hurting yourself," he added.

I closed my eyes.