Kande Beach

Evanescent 2: Go easy on me, Nevada

Nishaan's POV:

Sometimes, he would come late, or sometimes, he would come early. Either way, I would get bored, but whenever he was around, time passed by like water (I wish I could say sand, but it's slower. Water slips faster than sand. ) slipping through the fingers. He introduced me to Maria, who lived next door—Ryan's mom.

She was 25, with long brown hair. She was slim and tall, and she radiated positivity. She got along with me well, so I started hanging out with her.

She would invite me for tea or if Jackson was late, I'd just spend dinner with them. They were very generous and I felt blessed. I never really thought that people were supposed to be this nice.

"You remind me of myself..." Maria spoke as she sipped from her tea. I raised my brows.

"I got engaged when I was 18 years old. People didn't believe in us but we did and look where we are. I couldn't be more happier." She said with a grateful smile.

"You deserve it," I took a sip of my coffee. My mind drifted to Jackson, wondering what he was doing.

"I must say, you look much healthier now. When I first saw you you were just bones. You have gained some healthy amount of weight." she gave me that known look.

My weight fluctuated a lot. Whenever I was with Jackson, I'd gain some weight but then when he was not around, it would just go away automatically. Even if he was not here for just one day, I'd lose it. I lost my spirit when he was not around.

It felt like my body was reacting to him. There was this unknown sense of terror inside me that I was becoming him. I mean, I was all about him that was scary. I was scared, what if he would leave me someday for someone nicer? And older?

"It's Jackson, Isn't it?" Maria pulled me out of my uncharacteristic thoughts.

I blushed. I wrapped my fingers around the teacup.

"Nishaan?" We heard Jackson's voice from outside. I agitated. "Jackson?" I screamed from inside as I put aside the tea cup and immediately rushed outside. He was waiting outside. I stopped at the front door.

"What happened?" I asked panicking.

"Let's go!" He extended his hand to me. "We're going out," he said.

"What?" I grabbed his hand. As he started dragging me to his house, I turned while holding his hand and waved goodbye to Maria. She waved back and blew me a kiss. I smiled as I turned back. I got in front of me as I walked backward and he forward.

"Where are we going?" I asked excitedly. I was very happy.

"Walk straight, you'll fall,"

"Tell me first," I stopped.

"We are leaving for Nevada,"

"REALLY?" I screamed as I jumped up and down in happiness.

NEVADA 

So we were in Nevada. I couldn't believe it. The flight was awful because I was used to first class and private jets but it was exciting because Jackson was there with me. We were now in a cabin that Jackson booked us for two days. So we could have the best private time.

We made a list of things we wanted to do. Mostly I. He just agreed to whatever I wanted to do.

"So, tomorrow, Ferris wheel, museum, and back to the cabin," I said coming out of the jacuzzi. I I glanced at Jackson who was sitting on the porch, looking at me. I was lit up by the sun as the golden sun behind me was setting over the distant desert.  "Whatever you want," he responded.I slipped on a pale yellow gown over my hot red wet bikini. The gown had already started to soak.

"I missed the jacuzzi," I said with the biggest smile on my face. I pulled back my wet hair as I walked towards him.

He already knew I was coming to him and he opened his arms wide as I situated myself on his lap. I leaned in to kiss him. He cupped my face and our lips brushed together as I stared into his eyes.

"I'm ready," I whispered slowly.

I knew Jackson was keeping his distance from me but I wanted him. I could see he was thinking bout something as his eyes reflected the warmth of the fading light. He closed his eyes and our forehead touched. He softly shook his head.

"Whenever you're ready," I said.

I wondered why did he not want to do it with me. Was it me? Was I not pretty? Was it because I took too much time? I especially got my red bikini.

"Change yourself, you're gonna catch a cold!" He opened his eyes. He tucked my wild hair behind my ears and again cupped my face. I looked down as My hands rested on his waist.

"It feels wrong, I don't know why," He said out of nowhere.

"Is it me?" I replied.

My hands traveled to his chest as I started playing with his shirt buttons.

"It's never gonna be you," He came close and my eyes met his. I loved that line and I blushed. He pressed his lips on mine. I wanted more. I grabbed his jawline so I could have more access and I could take the kiss deeper. He was hesitant at first but then he let me in. I smiled against the kiss. 

I lifted myself a little bit as I arched my back. His hands traveled down to grab my thighs. I was straddling him in such a way that I could already feel his member. I was already feeling wet down there.

"I'm sorry, your clothes are getting wet because of me," I said in between our kisses.In response, he said something, I thought he would never.

"Then, let's remove them!" He broke the kiss and looked at me with such intense emotion. Almost felt like his dark side had turned on. The dominant one and that was turning me even more. I claimed his lips again. He stood up with me being wrapped around him like a koala bear.

He laid me on the bed softly and he hopped on top of me. I was on my elbows as he straddled my lips. I got on my knees and lifted my hands and he removed the gown off me. We kissed again as my hands reached for his shirt. I started unbottling them. The kiss was getting intense as neither of us wanted to separate for a moment. I couldn't remove the shirt off him so I got annoyed and pushed him down lightly so I was on top of him.

My wet hair was falling right on his face as I kissed him.

His hands were roaming on my body freely and wildly. Suddenly he pulled me back and he was on top of me. I was breathing like there was no oxygen left in that room. We maintained eye contact as he removed the shirt off him.

He then reached for my bikini. My arm went to my back and pulled the knot. Then I slowly removed it. I immediately covered my chest with my hands. His hands reached my bottom he slowly, slid the bottom down my legs. I bit my tongue as I felt bare and more aware of my body. My other hand went to cover my lady parts but he pulled my both arms above my head and held them up there as he claimed my lips.

And that night the moon fell in love with the sun after colliding together. My moon was now permanently lit by the sun I shared myself with.