Chapter 28: Confessions

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Mikasa

Tch, how come I have to be here every day? Anyway, he is my relative; I also have a responsibility to him.

“Oi, how many days are you going to sleep there? It’s been three days you know. I’m sorry if I’m always rude to you-it’s your fault anyway, making dirty things on Eren. If you could just know the truth, you’ll never do that to him,”

“What truth?” I heard a weak voice.

“You’re awake?”

“Don’t change the topic Mikasa,”

“I’ll call the doctor,”

“Oi,” he pulled my sleeve.

“Let me go,”

“Mikasa, please, answer me,”

“All this time you haven’t noticed?”

“Huh?”

“Eren is your childhood friend!” my tears start to fall down.

“My childhood friend?”

“Of coure! You didn’t remember because you’re away from him in the past ten years!”

“What?”

“Eren was the only friend you got! How come you forgot him? Why? Tell me! Is it because your lust for Eren is too big? That you can’t handle it?!”

“Look, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to forget him. It’s been ten years. I looked for him when I get back from abroad, when I went to their house there’s no one there. The neighbors said that they left a few years ago,”

“But-“

“But how come you didn’t tell me all these days?”

“Because…I want to test you if you really forgot him, but then, I guess I was right. You really changed,”

“Just that?”

“Also, I don’t want to hurt your feelings that Eren was your friend and now…you loved him as he is now. I want him to be happy as he is now,”

“So, do you mean you accept that I loved him?”

“Don’t be so pushy,”

“I understand,” then he smiled.

“So that was the truth huh?”

“Eren?”

“All this time you didn’t tell me Mikasa. I’ve been longing to see my ni-chan until I give up, and now, he’s was just there all this time?”

“Eren let me explain,” then he left.

Eren

So that’s why I always dreamed about him because he was my ni-chan. But why? Why am I running away from him after I learned the truth? What’s wrong with me? Is it because I can’t accept that I fell in love with my childhood friend?

“Eren wait!” Mikasa pulled my sleeve.

“What do you want?”

“Let me explain,”

“About what?”

“Look, I don’t want you to feel guilty that you fell in love with him. I just want to see your happy face every day. I don’t want you to change your feelings with him. Be happy as you are right now because I know it’s hard to go to the past and be brothers again, and yet, I accept that you two can go to a relationship. I can’t stop you, you’re old now, and you can do what you want,”

“I understand,” he smiled and I hugged him.

“Thank you, Eren,”

“The only problem now is Mom,”

“Yeah, you’re right. But, I guess you must go first to Levi, I think you two should talk for a while,”

Mikasa followed me at his door.

“I’ll be checking your Mom, I’ll be back,”

“Thanks,”

I opened the door and went inside. My heart really beats fast.

“So you’re awake,”

“Yeah-about earlier,”

“I understand now,”

“You’re not mad?”

“I’m not,” I smiled. “I’m relieved that I know the truth now and I also understand what the dreams told me,”

“Dreams?”

“Uhh…forgot about it!”

“Did you dream about me?”

“Shut up,”

“Sorry,” seeing him smile makes me comfortable. I wish this will never last.

“About that accident…what are they looked like?”

“Dunno. Bikers with red scarves are following me and when I take a right turn, a black van appeared and a guy put a gun into me I was shot,”

“Wait, do you mean bikers with red scarves?”

“Yes,”

“I saw them before, at the Love Club. There are a lot of them, drinking, talking to girls,”

“This was a revenge huh?”

“Revenge?”

“Do you remember the guy I punched?”

“That’s….Charles Lee,”

“No one would ever do that to me unless I did something to them,”

“You’re right. I’ll tell Mikasa about this,” I was about to get my cellphone when Levi-san pulled my sleeve and I stumbled almost at his face.

“When I’m asleep, did you go to that guy again?” his face was serious, I think he’ll kick me out of the window.

“Of course not! All those things he did to you that time, I won’t forgive him! Now let go,”

“Is that so?” then he kissed me. “I’ve been dying to kiss you again,” my face burned in red.

“It’s just three days you know,” I get up.

“I think I was asleep for years,”

“Hmph. I’ll just call Mikasa about the case,”

“Eren,”

“What?”

“I missed you,”

“*sigh* I missed you too,” holding my breath I went outside the room. I put my head to the wall and smiled.

“I missed this so much,”

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