Lost

I believe You

- Time Skip -

"We're going to have to be extra thorough with our patrol tonight, obviously Donnie and I haven't been able to patrol the last few nights." Leo looks at me and grins. "Mikey and I will head south-"
"Actually," Mikey says, he's standing next to me. "I was hoping to go with Raph?"
"Neither of you have T-Phones, so if something goes wrong you can't get ahold of me or Donnie?"
"Oh, I forgot about that."
"I'm working on building you guys new phones, it's not easy you know," Donnie says and he folds his arms over his chest. "I don't know what you guys did to those, I couldn't even track them."
"As I was saying, Donnie and Raph you guys go north. Meet back here in an hour." We are on top of the apartment building where we start and end our all patrols. "And call if you run into anything."
Leo has been all over Mikey all damn day. I haven't been able to get a second of alone time with him. Wherever Mikey went, Leo followed. Shit, he even tried to follow him to the bathroom. And of course, I followed them too. I wasn't about to Leo be alone with Mikey, but now I have no choice. I can't make a big scene right here, especially because I didn't tell Mikey, and Donnie doesn't know about me and Mikey. And plus, I have no damn idea how Donnie will react to Mikey and I being together.
"Sounds good to me," Mikey says with a big smile. "Don't let him get lost," he says and he nudges Donnie's arm.
"I don't plan on it," Mikey runs off after Leo and Donnie starts leading me the opposite direction.
"Hey Donnie?" I ask as we land on another building. I glance over to make sure Leo and Mikey are far enough so they can't hear.
"Hm?"
"Is it just me, or does Leo seem a little...off?"
"Yeah, he's been acting a little strange but I can't figure out what's up with him." Donnie is scanning the town below as we jump roofs.
"I think he's...jealous."
"Ah, jealousy is a nasty thing. I don't know what Leo would be jealous of."
"Mikey," I sigh and I glance over my shoulder. I pray to fuck that Leo isn't fucking with his mind...or actually fucking him.
"Huh? Why would Leo be jealous of Mikey? That doesn't make any sense."
Donnie turns around and he looks at me.
"Well...Mikey and I-"
"Mikey told me about you guys," Donnie sighs and he looks at me seriously.
"Oh." Oh shit.
"I think it's a little weird to be honest, but I love you both and as long as you guys are happy that's what matter to me."
"Thanks Don," he smiles and he turns around. We jump onto another building.
"But still, why would Leo be jealous of Mikey?"
Do I really want to tell Donnie what Leo did to me? No...I don't want to make things awkward for him and Leo too.
"When I got back...Leo followed me to my room and he- he, uh told me that he wants to be with me. And I turned him down and told him about me and Mikey."
My skin starts to crawl again. Just thinking about last night I can feel Leo's disgusting hands all over me.
I hadn't noticed but Donnie stopped walking a while ago.
I stop and I turn around to face him, he's a good few feet away from me.
"S-say that again? I don't think I heard you right."
"You definitely heard me right."
"L- This just keeps getting weirder and weirder."
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" Donnie starts walking again and he sighs.
"Did you tell Mikey?"
"No-"
"Why not?"
"I didn't want to scare him. And I think Leo's been follown' him around all day to try and put a wedge between us."
"That makes sense," Donnie says and we jump another building. "I was wondering why he teamed us together- not that I have anything against being teamed up with you, it's just usually me and Mikey and then you and Leo."
"Speakin' of you and Mikey, are you guys good? You seemed pretty pissed at him about the cockroaches."
"Yeah," Donnie sighs. "I apologized to him. But don't change the subject, I think you need to tell Mikey what Leo said. Otherwise Leo will break you guys apart."
"You're probably right."
"Of course I am, now stop talking and focus on patrol. We're near the Kraang's hideout."

Mikey's P.O.V
"Mikey," Leo says and he stops running the rooftops. We've been running for at least half an hour and he hasn't bothered to say anything until now. But it looked like he was really focused on our mission.
"What's up, Leo?"
"You and Raph, huh?" Oh! I didn't know that Leo knew, Raph didn't tell me. But I guess I didn't tell him that I told Donnie either.
"Yeah!" I say with a big smile on my face. Just thinking about all the time that I've spent with Raphie recently makes me really happy. Especially last night, I would never have guess Raph to be the clingy type. But allllll night he hung onto me.
"Oh."
"Yeah, Raph told you?" I kind of got lost in my thoughts for a minute. He stopped patrolling at this point, now we are just standing on top of an office building complex.
Thinking back to last night, I'm getting a warm feeling and it's almost like I can still feel his head laying in my chest...and his arms wrapped tightly around me.
I wonder if he'll want to sleep together again tonight?
"Yeah," Leo sighs and he looks down. He looks really sad...
"What's wrong, Leo? Does it make you uncomfortable...? I told Donnie and he said he thinks it's kind of weird, so I understand if you're uncomfortable."
"No it doesn't make me uncomfortable, I'm just worried about you."
"Huh? Why?"
"Well...I don't know if I should tell you, I don't want to cause problems between you and Raph."
Now I really want to know what the shell Leo is talking about.
"Please, Leo? Now you gotta tell me!"
"If you insist...Do you know what Raph told me after he told me that you two are together?" I shake my head no and I can feel my heart rate starting to speed up. This is making me really nervous. Leo looks like he's about to say something really bad. "I'm only telling you this because I care about you Mikey, and you know Raph can be with a hothead. If you play with fire, you're bound to get burned."
"Just tell me Leo!" I can feel my eyes starting to swell up with tears. I don't like this, I don't like this at all. Why doesn't he just tell me!?
"Raph told me that he's only dating you to pass time, he's using you Mikey. Using you until he finds someone better, that's what he said." My eyes widen and tears silently stream down my cheeks. No...he didn't say that, I don't believe it! Leo is lying!
"He said that it's all a joke to him, he thinks it fun playing with your emotions and letting you think that he loves you. He doesn't actually, and he never will. He said, and I quote, 'really? how fucking stupid is Mikey? Does he really think that I have feelings for him like that? I can barely tolerate him!'"
I sink to my knees and I put my face in my hands. Did Raph really say that...?
I feel angry...really angry. How could Raph do this to me!? How could he put on a mask like that, everything felt so real but it was all fake.
I'm pretty sure I just felt my whole heart shatter.
"Mikey, are you okay?" Leo asks and he sits on the ground next to me.
"Okay!? Why would I be okay!?" I sob, I didn't mean to yell at Leo. I'm just so mad at Raph... "I'm sorry, Mikey," Leo puts his arm around my shoulder and I lean into him.
I start to sob harder and I try to rub away the tears with my fists. No matter how hard I try to rub the tears away, more just keep coming.
"I just thought you should know..."
"Thanks," I whisper softly.
I still can't believe it, he's been playing me. How!? How did he make it seem so real!? Or am I just that naïve? Did I like- no, love him that much that I was too blind to see behind past his fake kisses...his fake hugs.
Leo gives me a tight hug and then he stands up. He reaches his hand out to me and I sigh.
"We should start heading back. Don't you think?" I think that I can't see Raph right now, I just finally stopped crying if I see him again I'll break out in tears all over again. My heart can't handle seeing him...
"S-sure." I take Leo's hand and he helps me get back on my feet. I'm going to have to see him at some point or another. I'm just going to do my best to avoid him until I can clear my mind and figure out what I want to say to him. We are definitely over, that's for sure.
"Look-"
"Please," I whisper. "I just want silence."
Leo nods and he lets go of my hand. He starts leading us back to the apartment complex where we started.
How could Raph do that to me? I still can't wrap my mind around it. How could I be that stupid? Now that I think of it, it makes sense.
Leo and I jump onto the roof of another building.
All Raph does is bully me, that was just another way for him to bully me, wasn't it? How could I fall for it?! I actually thought I mean something to him...and now I can't believe that I mean absolutely nothing to him!
I can't believe it, I just can't..