To All The Guys I Flirted

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December 15, 2021

My bago ako ka meet kala ko my experience na anyway matino naman pala, nakahalikan ko siya malapit sa playground namin. Hindi ko crush pero during this month alam ko sa sarili ko mag e-explore muna ako on my sexuality and getting familiar with a man's body. I know he was already hard as fuck. I didn't touch him down there, I guide him to encircle his arms around me and I guided my hands on his nape, I did my best to do things slow and kissing him with just smacks and a little bit of passionate tongue. We stop when he was uneased to our surroundings wondering if there's someone watching us make-out so we headed near SM Molino to make-out inside the bathroom ng Jollibee hahaha pinauna ko siyang pumasok tapos sumunod ako para hindi halata na my something-something hahahaha so we make-out kissing each other's lips but this time it was a weird different one I didn't like it as much as my previous partner when it comes to this. I attempt on kissing and licking his neck but OMG I did not like it! It tasted like salt water! That was a turn off for me. I know merong iba ok lang sa kanila pero sakin NO talaga

My description for him:

He was a ROTC commander at ang bilis niya maglakad pagka-sabay ko siya. Matino siya, bored nga lang kaya pinatulan niya yung kalokohan kong ito. Max pangalan, nice. Third year in college at payat talaga. Yung kissing skills niya kulang kahit sinabi niyang my experience na siya.

Lessoned learned for today: Wag I-on the spot ang lalaki kung gusto mo siyang I-meet, dapat alam niya kung saan kayo pupunta para handa siya. Malay ba niyang siya yung manlilibre hindi ikaw hahahha

Wag ituloy ang pag halik sa leeg at dilaan kung lasang asin pweee! Hahahaha.

Dahil mabait akong pak gurl (sa bibig) binaunan ko na ng pagkain. Isda with rice na my ketchup kasing alat ng leeg niya char! 😂

Achievement unlock: Hindi na ko naiilang haha medyo lang but I have become confident in approaching a man na! Woo-hoo!