[HIATUS]
in where a cheerful student attempts to sweeten the sour boys life
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beomgyu has always confused himself. he learned to just push his thoughts away but they were becoming to much. he was sitting on a hill that was too beautiful and green to exist, it had no trees, it was nothing but wild flowers and perfect grass. it was beomgyus special spot. he hadnt come since he was younger and confused. now he was old and had a lot of thinking to do.
beomgyu comes from a rich family, a perfect rich family. his family should be perfect they have nothing to be sad about. but beomgyu is sick of being happy. beomgyu was always different from his family, he was a bitter boy.
beomgyu always acted happy for his family, he loved them and knew he was a lost cause. he was always sour, but he would never want to hurt his family. he has a mom that can do anything, a dad that juggles work and home with no stress and always gives his time to others, a brother and sister that have moved out and became successful kind people. beomgyu hated being different, he wanted to be nice.
it was hard for a kid to be nice and bitter, he was always accused of bullying or he was bullied. his was bullied behind the excuse of being a bully. he never was though he was only mean to people that pushed him to be mean.
beomgyu has never had a friend not even a crush. he wasnt the type to initiate conversation and no one cared enough to talk to him. but taehyun was nice enough to try and help beomgyu.
don't misunderstand. beomgyu despises the younger. because... he made him feel. it wasnt love or like or friendship, it was just real. he was acknowledged by someone who wasnt a teacher.
he wanted to be nice to him but feeling was new to beomgyu and he didnt know how to act.
thats why hes at the hill, to think. about everything. that was hard too, he hadnt thought about his problems in forever he could hardly point out what was wrong with his life. being sad and being bitter and being alone had just become normal.
beomgyu stayed on the hill until sunrise. he made up his mind and was ready to try and be better.
+x+
july 8
fuck. everything is stupid. why is beomgyu even doing this. all of his thoughts became a useless waste of time. it was to hard to change, to hard to motivate himself to be better.
he had helped a student pick up their dropped items but everyone around stared and whispered. he was embarrassed. he was getting noticed and he didnt feel right. he liked helping but even the clumsy student oddly eyed beomgyu.
beomgyu gave up already. he didnt forget his plan he just didnt feel like trying anymore. he did enough for one day.
+x+
beomgyu entered the library and sat down waiting for a certain student. he walked in, taehyun. taehyun was surprised to see the older with his bag of books on the table, especially since he snapped at the older the last lesson. taehyun sat by beomgyu and gave him a smile. beomgyu smiled back. shocker number two to taehyun.
taehyun and beomgyu studied with no problems, beomgyu was a little sour but taehyun put up with it understanding the older.
they both left on a good note. actually a great note. taehyun was happy beomgyu participated. beomgyu was happy taehyun gave attention to him the real him the one who was nicely bitter.
beomgyu doesnt realize but hes a lot less bitter then he thinks he is.
(a/n another short chapter but yk still getting into the flow)
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