Gedanken III (2021)

2021 in lyrics

"I'm thinking too much again.
I can't sleep at 4 am."

"So don't ever take me back
Let's just face the fact
I treated you like trash
And you deserve more than that"

"Du bist anders
Du hörst mir nicht zu
Du weißt, ich kann das
Schweigen nicht so gut wie du
Aber ich seh' was in deinem Gesicht
Und ich weiß nicht, was es ist"

"I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you"

"There's a climate change
You look at me differently today"

"Will dich vergеssen, doch ich kann das nicht
Was du bedeutest weiß ich erst, seit du gegangen bist
Ohne den Krieg in meinem Kopf
Wärst du vielleicht noch bei mir"

"Wish I could pick a different end
Can we go back to being friends?"

"Wenn du am Boden liegst, leg' ich mich daneben
Und wenn du schweigen willst, dann schweigen wir eben"

"I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I'm not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up"

"Only want what's best for you that all I all I
Sayin I'm not sayin that I'm tryna win you back
If you're better off then you're better off (...)Gonna miss your friends
But they were never mine
The second that it ends everyone is picking sides"

"About how I'm too hung up and how I need to just get over it
But these kinds of wounds can only heal with time
So let me know if ever there is anything that I can do
To help you out or make you feel alright
Cause I still think about you often, I still wonder how you're doing
I still fear that you'll let this world dim your light"

"I saw the part of you
That only when you're older you will see too
You will see too (...)Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else"

"Will you stay or will you leave me sadly dancing on my own?"

"I'm thinking of you
I'm drinking up bottles and bottles of booze
I'm better off all by myself
Though I'm feelin' kinda empty without somebody else"

"Got 80 thousand thoughts running through my mind
'Round and ′round, but I can't draw the line
You're just a habit
That I know I gotta break"

"Hey, I heard you're doing better, never knew you as a quitter
And I'm glad you're doing okay"

"When you're lost
When you're scared
When you're broke beyond repair
You can lean on me
You can lean on me
When you're sad and insecure
You can't take it any more
You can lean on me
You can lean on me"

"I heard you're moving on and now you got it figured out
Well, I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy for you"