GVF One Shots

Sam-The Last Chapter

"What does this mean for us then, Sam?" I say with my arms crossed standing at angle and distance from him. He looks at stung by the way I said "Sam" instead of "Sammy". He stares into my eyes for a long minute. I look away because of the tears starting to form in my eyes. We both go silent, not saying anything. He suddenly says,

"I want you, I want us, I need us to be together" I stare at him for a long second. "I love you y/n. And I'm sorry for what I said, that was a mistake and not what I meant"

"You said you didn't need me anymore. Do you actually love me or are you just saying that to keep the idea of us" he looks like he has been slapped. He gets up and moves to me, I back up a little.

"Baby" he says sadly.

"Stop Sam. Answer my question" his face flinches.

"Of course I love you y/n. Don't you ever say otherwise. You're the only that gives me true meaning to this world. You're the one true thing that keeps me going. The only one who really gets me. You're such an amazing woman and I hate that I've hurt you. I'm so sorry. You deserve the world. You deserve all the best. Please. Forgive me. Please. I can't go on with you hating me" I suddenly drop and loosen.

"God Sammy, I don't hate you I could never hate you," he reaches out slowly and grabs my hand and gently pulls me to come to him, but I push him away slightly, "but I don't understand how many times we're going to go in this cycle of you wronging me, then begging for me to forgive you. I don't know much more of that I can take."

He looks at me stunned, hurt, confused.

"Baby-"

"Stop doing that! Stop using little pet names to get my attention. Just talk to me, listen to what I'm saying, please Sam"

"I...," he looks down at the ground, playing with his fingers nervously, " I just don't know how to be with you. You're my first real relationship, and I don't know how to not say the wrong things or not go in a cycle. I keep finding way too fix my-"

"You don't need to FIX yourself Sammy, I just need you to understand my side, and how things can bother me"

His faces lights up a little when I call him "Sammy". I grab his hand gently and pull him towards me and wrap my arms around his waist. He wraps his arms around my neck gently. Lightly laying his head on my mine. He sniffles softly and kisses the top of my head.

"Do you forgive me?"

"Yes Sammy, baby, I do" he sniffles and pulls me tighter to his chest. I hug him back even tighter and his kisses the top of my head again.

"I love you. So much."

"I love you, Sammy"