Do you ever want to be a part of the 'cool kids'?
Like you see them hanging out and having so much fun together. You wish you were a part of their friend group.
You wanna be invited to the parties and hang out with them but you know where you stand. You just wish that you could fit in. Even though you're surrounded by a crowd you feel so lonely, the crowd has groups and you aren't in any one of them :(
You want your life to be as interesting as theirs cause for you every day is the same. Sometimes I wish I could switch lives with someone from my class, I see them upload pictures to snap chat and Instagram every day and their lives seem so interesting.
But I think there's a silent rule in school: " You pick your friend group on the first day of school and then you're stuck with them cause no one makes new friends in the middle of the year and everyone will reject you"
The girls who hang out and gossip in P.E seem to think I'm an idiot and I'm weird. And even after covid they still think I'm the same stupid kid who can't stand up for herself.
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3AM thoughts :)
HumorEverything that goes on in my mind and probably yours too? idk. Just I hope you can relate somehow. Some might find it ridiculous listening to a 16 y/o talk as if they've been through ww1 and felt the shittiest of emotions but this is my daily life ...
