Broken desires

21: looks like I have gone crazy

"You shouldn't have gone there all alone like that. God forbid, if something big had happened, you know full well that the situation in these two families would have gotten worse." Rabia almost berated her for her foolish idea.

"I just wanted to see Uncle, I didn't know he wouldn't be home. If I had known, I wouldn't have gone there at all." Moomal defended herself in a low voice, but her eyes were still lowered in embarrassment.

Seeing her like this, Rabia felt sympathy for her. . "I know, but at least if you had told me, I would have talked to your husband myself, he wouldn't have been able to go against my decision."

Moomal could not say anything in response. And Seeing her so depressed, she let out a sigh and shook her head, feeling helpless.

since their return from her uncle's home, Moomal had become very quiet. She looked a little too upset. "Are you alright..? Did Huzaifa say anything to you...?"

She shook her head in denial, but said nothing, nor looked at Rabia. On the contrary, her mind was now engulfed in countless thoughts of Huzaifa.

He has been ignoring her since they returned from his uncle's house.

When they reached the house, She thought that Huzaifa would berate her now, and would be angry with her, as to why she was in Zayn's arms.

She was frightened to confront his questions. But that did not happen. The minute he got home, he went out somewhere in the car. And it was already dark, but he was still not back.

Everybody was asking about his whereabouts, but no one knew where he was.

At last Uncle, Mueez called him and found out that he had left for Karachi for urgent work, and he would come back tomorrow.

After listening to his response, He angrily disconnected the call.

She felt guilty for seeing him mad at Huzaifa because she knew that Huzaifa had gone to Karachi just to ignore him.

Seeing the intensity of the situation, Rabiah got up and left the room.

What would he be thinking at the moment..?

Why didn't he ask me why she was so close to Zayn..?

Is he so upset with me, he doesn't even want to see me...?

Either that or he doesn't care about it anymore.

She took a deep breath and tried to endure that pain, but at the second moment, tears fell out of her eyes and fell into her loose hair.

"Why are you thinking all this..? Don't think anything, and it won't hurt anymore." She put her hand on her chest and began to mumble to herself. but still, she couldn't stop feeling this hurt.

"Looks like I'm going crazy." Again she talked to herself And put her arm over her eyes.

But now Huzaifa's face in her Mind came to add to her pain.

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He entered the Karachi region about an hour ago while driving. It was indeed God's mercy that in the condition in which he left for Karachi, he did not have an accident.

He did not understand why he was acting like this.

Seeing her in someone else arms, why he felt as if his whole world had been taken away from him.

Why did he feel this strange pain..? Why did his anger kneel before his pain?

Why..?!

He loves somebody else, And she has the freedom to love whomever she wants.