Forever...?

Chapter 18

(Dirty Little Secret By The All American Rejects)

Sapnap's Pov

I woke up and noticed I was alone. I stared at the ceiling and I felt the heat rush to my face as I thought about last night. There was no way in hell we were going to school today. I grabbed my phone on the nightstand before checking the time.

10:23am

School was almost over anyway, and I hoped she didn't go. I heard music from her bedroom, as I got up and put on my clothes. It was a little bit of a challenge because i didn't know where some of the things were, because she just threw them. 

I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed the prominent H on my neck. I swear, she knew exactly how to make me want her.

I rolled my eyes as I opened her bedroom door and walked out.

"Let me know that i've done wrong
When i've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you"

She sang loudly before spinning around the kitchen. She was wearing one of my t-shirts and a pair of my boxers. I stood there admiring her, as she continued doing what she was doing.

This woman, I knew, was endgame for me. I knew it from the moment I met her, and I knew it right now. These moments were my favorite, seeing her act so free, and in my clothes. God she made me crazy, so many damn times.

"I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
My dirty little secret, who has to know?"

Blaze was running around in the kitchen almost as if he was trying to feel the same emotions as Harley. It was adorable. I took out my phone and started recording her.

This is probably one of my favorite moments with her, and I wanted it on video.
I wanted to see this moment days, weeks, months, and maybe even years from now.

I wanted to be able to show our kids this video. I always wanted this, and I've finally got it.

"When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't want to play
You are the only one
That needs to know"

She turned around and noticed me, which caused her smile to grow. She waved me down, trying to get me to come over with her.

I put my phone down so it could still see us and I walked over to her. She smiled as I walked over, and put her arms around my neck.

"The way she feels inside
Those thoughts i can't deny
These sleeping dogs won't lie
And all i've tried to hide
Its eating me apart
Trace this line back

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret"

We screamed with smiles on our faces looking at each other. Her voice was raspy, you could hear it, in the way she talked and screamed.

I had no idea how she was going to perform tonight but she said she was. She also invited Dream, George, Ranboo, Skylar and i to her concert. We all said yes but I was beyond terrified.

I don't know why I was terrified but I was. I guess I was so scared of seeing her doing something she loved. Or maybe I was scared because people there might know me. Or-