Min Yoongi
yeogiseo nal kkeonae jwo
*Get me out of here
naneun gal pil-yogaissda
*I need to go
naega wae yeogie issji?
*Why am I here?
My mind raced a million questions and beads of sweat emerged on my body
My head hurts and my throat is dry, my body in pain
bul
*Fire
"wae ulileul guhaji anh-assseubnikka Yoongi?" My eomma asked
*"Why didn't you save us Yoongi?"
"dangsin-eun dangsin jasin-eul guhaessseubnida" My appa replied
*"You only saved yourself"
"ani, nolyeoghaessneunde..." My voice cracked
*"No, I tried..."
My eyes open and the room was dim
kkum...
*A dream...
I felt my body being burnt and I began to scratch until my body became red
wae
*Why
neomu pigonhae
*I'm so tired
But I'm not sleepy
Days have past, I'm not sure how many. The doctor came alot and tried to talk to me but I didn't reply
museun halmal-i issni?
*What's there to say?
naneun amugeosdo...nan geunyang salajigo sip-eo
*I have nothing...I just want to disappear
"Take these" A nurse showed up with pills and water
My body becoming numb once more
The feeling of pain was gone
hajiman geulaessnayo?
*But was it?
geuleolmanhan gachiga iss-eossnayo?
*Was it worth it?
yeogi iss-eumyeon beol-eul badneun geongayo?
*Am I being punished by staying here?
I placed my head on my knees as a tear slipped my eye
gajog-i salajyeossda
*My family is gone
I never had friends, I just kept to myself. I need my personal space
nan amugeosdo hal sang-gwan eobs-eo
nan amugeosdo singyeong sseuji anh-a
*I don't care to do anything
*I don't care for anything
What's the point of trying to leave if nothing is out there for me?
Everyone just smiled in my face but were fake from the back
I turned to my side and saw the bottle of pills I had gotten before
ileohge hamyeon gotong-eseo deo mugamgaghaejilkkayo?
*Will this make me more numb from the pain?
naega da ij-eobeolilkka?
*Will I forget everything?
I opened the bottle and swallowed as much as I could
After a few minutes my vision became a blur
deo isang gotongbadji masibsio
*No more suffer
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Mystery / ThrillerBattling with loss and pain with the feeling that giving up is the answer. Min Yoongi meets 7 people that will change his life forever.