A Sunken Place

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Min Yoongi

yeogiseo nal kkeonae jwo

*Get me out of here

naneun gal pil-yogaissda

*I need to go

naega wae yeogie issji?

*Why am I here?

My mind raced a million questions and beads of sweat emerged on my body

My head hurts and my throat is dry, my body in pain

bul

*Fire

"wae ulileul guhaji anh-assseubnikka Yoongi?" My eomma asked

*"Why didn't you save us Yoongi?"

"dangsin-eun dangsin jasin-eul guhaessseubnida" My appa replied

*"You only saved yourself"

"ani, nolyeoghaessneunde..." My voice cracked

*"No, I tried..."

My eyes open and the room was dim

kkum...

*A dream...

I felt my body being burnt and I began to scratch until my body became red

wae

*Why

neomu pigonhae

*I'm so tired

But I'm not sleepy

Days have past, I'm not sure how many. The doctor came alot and tried to talk to me but I didn't reply

museun halmal-i issni?

*What's there to say?

naneun amugeosdo...nan geunyang salajigo sip-eo

*I have nothing...I just want to disappear

"Take these" A nurse showed up with pills and water

My body becoming numb once more

The feeling of pain was gone

hajiman geulaessnayo?

*But was it?

geuleolmanhan gachiga iss-eossnayo?

*Was it worth it?

yeogi iss-eumyeon beol-eul badneun geongayo?

*Am I being punished by staying here?

I placed my head on my knees as a tear slipped my eye

gajog-i salajyeossda

*My family is gone

I never had friends, I just kept to myself. I need my personal space

nan amugeosdo hal sang-gwan eobs-eo

nan amugeosdo singyeong sseuji anh-a

*I don't care to do anything

*I don't care for anything

What's the point of trying to leave if nothing is out there for me?

Everyone just smiled in my face but were fake from the back

I turned to my side and saw the bottle of pills I had gotten before

ileohge hamyeon gotong-eseo deo mugamgaghaejilkkayo?

*Will this make me more numb from the pain?

naega da ij-eobeolilkka?

*Will I forget everything?

I opened the bottle and swallowed as much as I could

After a few minutes my vision became a blur

deo isang gotongbadji masibsio

*No more suffer

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