Without Me

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많은 피

매일 밤 그걸 볼 때마다, 고문과 고통을 봅니다. 탈출한 줄 알았는데 탈출하지 못했어요. 난 아직도 거기서 하루하루를 계속 경험하고 있는 것 같아

데자 부유유유유

시체들

그 바늘들, 빌어먹을 바늘들

고통의 비명... 내 비명

내 피부의 벗겨짐은

내 머리카락이 부서졌다.

내 피부의 창백함

배고픔.

굴욕. 

그 망할 마스크들

나는 그것을 아주 싫어합니다.

언제 끝날까요?

일 년이 됐다.

숨었던 1년

고통의 해

그들을 마주하는 것이 두려웠던 한 해

이 세상에서 겨우 살아남은 1년

합격할 수 있을까요?

나 기억하냐구요?

나 보고 싶대?

~ Min Yoongi

*Blood

Lots of blood

Every night I see it, I see the torture and pain. I thought I've escaped but I didn't. I still feel like I'm there experiencing the days over and over

Deja Vu you say

The bodies

The needles, those fucking needles

The screams of pain...my screams

The peeling of my skin

The breakage of my hair

The paleness of my skin

The hunger

The humiliation 

Those damn masks

I hate it

When will it end

It's been a year

A year of hiding

A year of pain

A year of being scared to face them

A year of barely surviving this world

Will I be accepted?

Do they remember me?

Do they miss me?

~ Min Yoongi

My pen fell to the ground as tears fell down my face. I'm still living in darkness. I thought I would get better but I'm just going crazy. 

I thought I would be free. I didn't want to burden them so I let them go

I ran outside of the abandoned warehouse I'm staying in. I don't even know where they are

naega opsseumyon geudeureun haengbokalkka?

*Are they happy without me?

"bongineul deulgo!" Someone yelled as I fell to the ground. I watched as they sped off in their motorcycle 

*Hey you watch it!

Oddly, I followed behind him. Has it been hours?

My legs can't go any further. Luckily, I arrived to a town and Whispers surrounded me

"poseutoe naon sarami jo saramingayo?"

*Is that the guy in the poster?

poseutoyo?

*Poster?

I looked to my right and there it was. A poster with a picture of...me

My hand reached out and touched it. A smile plastered my face

geudeureun nareul chatkko ittta

*They are looking for me

I suddenly grabbed all of the posters and made my way to the house. The address was present on the back

geudeureun modu hamkke samnikka

*Do they all live together?

An eruption of laughter. Seokjin

I looked through the window and everyone was there. They were so happy

India 

My face turned into a frown. I can't

I can't ruin their happiness. What were your thinking stupid Min Yoongi

I dropped the posters and made my way back to the warehouse 

iroke haneun ge do nattta

*It's better this way

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