Silentium (SUGA)

Blood Stains

Min Yoongi

It was cold and oozing down my face. I looked into the mirror and my skin became pale

naya?

*Is that me?

naneun eotteohge gotong-eul neukkiji anhseubnikka?

*How am I not feeling any pain?

I raised my right hand to touch what was on my face

pi

*Blood

I brought my hand to my face, yet they were clean

My chest beated rapidly and I felt sick. The more I faced the mirror the more blood dripped from my head to my lips

My lips were chapped with small cuts. Blood dripped from my nose onto my clothes

I searched for something to wipe it away but I was in an empty room. The walls were white and the space was small

The feeling in my feet began to crumble and I fell to the ground

dowajuseyo

*Help me

I dragged myself to the door but I was pushed back the more I tried. I don't remember how long it has been but the blood was now multiplying

geugeos-eun modu eodieseo oneunga?

naega eodi issji? 

nuga jebal

*Where is it all coming from?

*Where am I?

*Somebody please

The sound of faint laughter echoed

geudeul-i naleul biusgo issseubnikka?

*Are they laughing at me?

I don't recall the last time I have eaten something

naneun yeong-wonhi idaelo sal geos-inga?

*Am I going to be like this forever?

The dripping feeling became more prominent yet nothing was on my hands. Am I going insane?

I questioned everything that has lead me to this moment and none of it made sense

Min Yoongi

dangsin-eun eolmana yeos gat-eun salm-eul gajigo

wae naya?

*What a fucked up life you have

*Why me?

I chucked

My eyes gazed across the room, the blood had stained the entire room. Yet it only moved to one direction

The more I stare, the more intense the color becomes. The more the color sinks into my mind. The more the blood sinks into my soul

I tried to look away, however, something kept pulling me back to the stains

The stains that were gonna be a part of me forever

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