Blurred Lines// Lovesick L x Reader

.INFATUATION-INTOXICATION.

//Dearly and honestly, I need you to thrive//

Life has always felt dull to me.

I haven't felt much for a long time.

The world is just always seemed muted to me.

The enigmatic life is rather boring.

I loathed having to continue these days.

Nothing was interesting.

Nothing was exciting.

I always felt like my only purpose was to solve questions, give answers and fix problems.

To be fair, it was.

The only thing that kept me alive was my thriving need and want for justice.

It's all I needed.

At least it's what I thought.

Life has now become a drag.

My deep sense of justice was no longer making me feel something was worth staying alive.

To be honest I wanted to just leave since my successors were here.

Why not tomorrow it's not like I have anything planned.

Why don't I just go?

Whats keeping me here?

Why do I need to stay?

INFATUATION.

While I asked myself these questions, you came along.

I couldn't help but feel a strong attraction for you.

I was so deeply intrigued by you and I couldn't make sense of it.

Why did you spark these emotions in me?

How come, out of the millions of those around us, it was you that caught my attention.

Why was it you, that stirred all these feelings in me.

I didn't think I would feel this strongly for someone, but you, y/n, flooded me with emotions of infatuation.

I wanted to see you, hear you, be near you.

I wanted to be with you.

"Hello, how can I help you today?"

"Just one slice of the short cake and a black coffee, please."

"Alright, give me a minute and it will be ready." The sweet voice..

"Oh and 28 sugars please."

"You might as well just have the sugar with a tea spoon of coffee." Your laugh..

"Here's your things and your receipt, have a good day." Your Smile.

Everything about you had me smiling y/n.

The tiniest things had me weak.

I just couldn't help it.

Was I falling for you?