LUKE'S POV
Did they ever realize I left Violet for a reason?Her leaving had to be the most destructive thing that has ever happened to me. I love her. I never realized it but, Bea was the person who I poured all my feelings to and she seemed understanding. Eventually I thought I 'fell in love' with her.
We all hopped into the van and Violet and I had tear stained cheeks. I just can't believe I fell for Bea's stupid trick. All this time I was actually in love with Violet, but the sad thing is, I don't know if she wants me back.
The car ride to the hotel was awkward and silent. No one said a word. We all just stared at each other and spoke with our eyes. Violet buried her head in Michael's chest and was silently sobbing. She was publicly humiliated in front of ten thousand people. She's had such a tragic past and I don't even know how to begin to tell her that I want to be the one that wants to pick up the pieces.
The van pulled up to the hotel and we all trudged out, making our way through the entrance without any trouble whatsoever. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and it was blowing up with mentions. Lots of them were apologies to Violet and I. Then the rest were telling me that I deserved it, blah blah blah, I don't care.
I found myself up at my room and I unlocked the door to Michael and I's room and I just then and there wanted to break down. And that's exactly what I did. I sat in the corner of the room with a blanket and just cried. Michael tried to help, but I pushed him away. I'm just so frustrated with Bea I don't know what to do. I'm pretty sure she got the message that we broke up.
The hotel door creaked open and I looked to see who it was. "Hi," she whispered.
"Hey," I replied.
Violet pulled me into a hug and she said in her quietest voice, "Luke, I really do miss you."
"I miss you too, and I love you," instantly I wanted to pause and take the words I said and shove them back down my throat.
"I wish I could say I love you and mean it," she answered.
Wow. Didn't that help.
I broke the hug and I looked at Violet with sympathy in my eyes. "Was that note the only thing that kept you from going insane?" I asked.
She picked it out from her pocket and got under the blanket with me. Violet carefully unfolded it, making sure she didn't make a single tear in it. I grabbed it and read the note. The words were heart-felt and were obviously thought through many times. I started to grow jealous of the effect he had on Violet. I turned to her and I just wanted to kiss her. I miss her touch, I miss her kiss, I miss her. With out thinking I wrapped my hands around her neck and kissed her. She's not stopping me so this must be a good sign.
Six months without her had to be the worst six months of my life.
At first she was stunned, but eventually she kissed back. Our lips were moving together and she tangled her hands in my hair. My lip ring was rubbing against her bottom lip making me cold to her touch. Violet pulled back and I rested my forehead on hers. "Violet, please give me another chance," I whispered.
I looked in her eyes and I could tell she was thinking. "No," she stated.
"What why?" I questioned.
"If you really want me back, you have to show me, Luke. I don't want you to hurt me again," she explained.
I nodded my head and she went back to her room. I need to make sure I get something to get her back. But what does she want? What is she expecting? Fireworks? Dinner? Preformance? Now I'm over reacting on something that can easily be put together. Ugh! What if it's not good enough? Then if it's not good enough then she won't take me back!
This really sucks! I pulled out a pen off the desk and the note pad they leave on the night stand. I jot down some ideas when Michael interrupted my train of thoughts. Wait, he's Violet's best friend! "Michael, what do you think I could do to get Violet back?" I asked.
"I don't know."
"Oh c'mon you have to know something."
"I don't know."
"You're no help."
I flopped on my bed and decided to give up for the night. I'll talk to Violet about it tomorrow. I stripped out of my jeans and threw them on the floor. I pulled the covers over my body and snuggled into the mattress.
I woke up the next morning to find Michael passed out on the floor. Weird. I put on some sweat pants and went down to the breakfast area. I found Violet, Em, and the rest of the boys eating some type of pastry. I sat down next to Ash and Em. Violet was engrossed with a conversation with Calum. She looked at me and I motioned to meet me over by the breakfast bar.
We both got up and met. "Violet, look I have no idea what you want me to do, I'm getting kind of frust-" I started but, she cut me off.
"Looks like you passed my test," Violet said. I gave her a confused face. "If you really cared, you would be freaking out. You're nervous that it wasn't going to be good enough and I won't take you back, am I correct?"
"Yeah," I said. It was really weird that she knew exactly what was going on.
"Luke, this is your last chance, don't screw it up," she smiled.
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