Dear Jay

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Dear Jay,

I know you must be angry with me when you read this letter. You should be because I deserve it. I never once was a good mother to you. They say a mother can never love anyone as much as her child but I guess I failed in that department. I loved something more than anything in this world... I loved getting high and I was ready to give up anything for that. I tried so hard to hate it whenever I thought about you which is every second of the day but I couldn't despite my efforts. But I don't want to let it win against my love for you. I don't want you to see me when I lose myself to it... I don't want YOU to lose me to it. So I am going to go far away from you where you can't see me. But please know this. I love you my son, more than anything in this world. I am sorry I didn't say this sooner. Please pursue your dreams and shine in front of the world like you always dreamed. I will be watching you proudly from wherever I am. I love you, dear.

With love,

-Mom

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