You are my FLAME

Like a dew at dawn.

Vian and I were lying beside each other on our sides looking at each other. His gaze was intense telling me all sorts of things. It was like I could understand what his eyes were saying to me. I never felt so loved just looking at any eyes until I caught sight of his pair of grey eyes.

He slowly brought one of his hands towards me and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear all the while smiling so divinely. But I couldn't help but think that it felt like a déjà vu.

He moved closer stroking my cheek with his thumb until I could feel his breath on my face. I instinctively closed my eyes anticipating his kiss while breathing the same air as him.

"Open your eyes." he slowly whispered on my ears sending tingles all over my body. I did as he asked and I saw him looking at me again intently.

"I love you." He said his eyes full of emotions. It's not the words but his gaze made me wanted to believe him and I did. My heart swelled up hearing his confession and my eyes teared up due to overwhelming emotions.

"I love you too." I returned the confession and his lips curved upwards into a victorious smile.

He rolled over me keeping his hand across me. He positioned both his hands on either side of me supporting his weight and my entire boy was trapped under him. He lowered down his upper body and our lips made contact, moving to each other's wish. He started moving his lips on mine slowly and carefully, it almost felt like he was caressing.

I wanted more... more of his touch. So I curled my arms around his neck and run my hands slowly on his hair and pulled him closer like it was going to quench my thirst. I moved my lips faster, and we both devoured each other's tongue but even that couldn't fill the hole in my chest I was feeling. No matter what I do, it felt like he wasn't there.

Impulsively I rolled us over and changed our positions. I was above him and continued kissing him like crazy grabbing the collar of his shirt but I didn't feel anything at all except his soft lips moving on mine. Even the taste of his lips felt like a memory more than a real thing... like we weren't kissing each other at that moment.

A tear escaped my eyes slowly bringing me to my conscious state. I realized it was just a dream, but I kept my eyes closed and I begged myself to sleep more and continue dreaming. I wasn't ready to leave yet and tears poured down from my eyes as his touch started to fade away, the more I realized I was just dreaming. But it was too late, my mind already woke up fully and I couldn't even picture him beside me anymore.

Suddenly that small hole I was feeling in my dream grew bigger swallowing my whole existence and I felt like I could never fill it to come out of it... like I was never going to feel alive. The reason for my existence just evaporated like dew at dawn.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

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You were like a shooting star,

Flashing so fast before me.

It was beautiful that

I had to close my eyes

And wish upon it-

-And when I open my eyes again...

I held my breath,

Feeling my own heart, deciding for myself

If what I saw and felt was real or maybe...

I am just living in my own fairytale.

But then again, It dawned on me...

We have ended, Even before

We have started.

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(I don't know who wrote these beautiful lines. But it kind of suits well to this chapter. Don't you think?)

Enjoy reading -T