frozen orgasm

[kinky knife play/edgy]

i receive a strange satisfaction
from the unseamed spasms of red thread
holding together my limbs
the ecstasy i am granted leaves me
insane,
unstable,
quivering,
irreversible escapism
yet i return to reality soon after
and i cower under the light of truth

i regurgitate the thread from my oesophagus,
it's path long and fluid

now i can breathe.