figure out

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winter break is over which means wooyoung will encounter san in school. the past week he has been staying at yeosangs home which was quite fun. yeosang and wooyoung grew close in a very short time and both noticed how much they've got in common.

"wooyoung hurry we're gonna be late!" yeosang yelled from outside the bathroom which wooyoung was still getting ready in.

"but my hair-"

"you're not going to fashion week, it's just school."

with that wooyoung came out with his dark bangs just easily down.

"we're late for this?" yeosang points out wooyoungs simple look. the other only pinched yeosangs arm.

"I still was on my skincare." yeosang only whined in pain and continued to kick wooyoungs leg.

"that hurt you whore."

speed walking towards school wooyoung puts his signature black mask on still in hopes that he won't get noticed by a lot of students.

"you really think the mask will make you invisible." yeosang said while entering the school gates already noticing that the both of them are getting looks from others. "because clearly it doesn't."

"shut up stranger."

yeosang stands still and lets out a sigh "so were back to strangers."

"you fucker wait for me." yeosang yelled trying to catch up with wooyoung.

the clock hit 4:30 which means school is over for today, luckily. wooyoung was expecting to see san, actually he was hoping to yet he didn't show up to any classes which did concern wooyoung a little bit. he walks out seeing yeosang talking to someone, a boy he has never seen before. he really didn't want to socialize with more strangers but before he could walk away, yeosang had already called wooyoungs name.

"fuck this." wooyoung walked towards yeosang and the other boy. the boy next to yeosang is tall, quite taller than yeosang and wooyoung. but he is handsome like fucking beautiful.

"wooyoung this is seonghwa he got transferred here so he's new." yeosang introduced the boy.

"yeo no shit of course he's new when he got transferred." wooyoungs comment made the new boy smile.

"you guys are funny but yea hi i'm seonghwa." he introduced himself with that same smile as before.

"why do all the people i meet have such a beautiful smile?" wooyoung thought to himself.

"yea i know hwa, he just said your name three seconds ago but hi im wooyoung."

"hwa?" seonghwa was suprised that them boy he just met already gave him a nickname.

"yea that's something he just does. he calls me yeo." yeosang answered his question.

"so that means we also call him by one syllable of his name?"

"absolutely not. we're not allowed to call him 'woo'." yeosang explained to the probably confused boy.

"why?"

"because his ex boyfriend used to call him that."

seonghwas eyes widened. "ah makes sense."

"you could call me 'young'" wooyoung added to the conversation.

"but you're old."

"your older than me bitch!"

yeosang rolled his eyes "whatever."

"oh so san is mysterious and when u asked him about it he refused to say anything and went ahead to get drunk and high?" seonghwa put everything together he just had heard.

"exactly but here's the thing everything started to change as soon as he met my mom so they both are suspicious." wooyoung says.

"can I give you some advice?" Seonghwa asked since he didn't want to just start talking and maybe hurting the other.

"yea sure I mean all the advice i've gotten from yeosang was like 'drop that asshole'"

yeosang dramatically gasped "so you say my advice is bad? after all i did for you?"

"yeo your advice is pretty bad." yeosang only rolled his eyes again leaning back on the couch.

"listen wooyoung san told you that it is something he can't tell you but maybe there is really a reason to it. as you said he grew up with no parents and he did have a rough childhood so maybe it is connected to that almost like a trauma. i dont wanna hurt you but maybe you should try to look at it from his point of view. its just hard when someone you love won't try to understand your feelings, i've been thru that too." seonghwa said and wooyoung listened to everything he said, making him feel like the dumbest person on earth.he was selfish. he didn't think about a reason why san wouldn't tell him.

"but why did he do drugs? he promised me he won't." wooyoung asked just wanting to hear a possible reason.

"sometimes we all just do things and in that moment we can't control ourselves anymore."

"but how did he control himself when he was with me?"

"i guess since he probably was emotionally overwhelmed, he just did it."

it was silent for a moment. wooyoung was just thinking about everything seonghwa just said. he started to blame himself for the way everything turned out. if only he had considered san's feelings.

"i gotta go now. well see each other tomorrow at school then." Seonghwa put on his coat walking towards the door followed by the other two boys.

"hwa?" wooyoung said.

"yea?"

"thank you." seonghwa smiled looking at the younger. "no need you just have to figure this out now."

wooyoung smiled as well, nodding his head.

"I recommend you to look out of san. he shouldn't get back to his old habits they can ruin him badly."

"you're right." wooyoung didn't want san to take drugs. after all san even mentioned going to college. he knows san was getting better.

yeosang and wooyoung waved seonghwa goodbye, closing the door.

"wow he should become a therapist or something." yeosang said which made wooyoung laugh. yeosang turned around looking at wooyoung with a questionable face.

"what are you still doing here? go find your fucking boyfriend!"

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