the last time i saw your stars shine

horizon

wooyoung is getting sick and tired of yeosang playing his stupid guitar. probably because it reminded him of san. it has been a few days since their official break up and wooyoung has too much on his mind trying to piece everything san said together. he couldn't tell how he felt. was he angry at san, his parents or himself. probably all of them but either way the only thing he was able to describe was his sadness.

yet again his thoughts were interrupted by yeosang and his guitar. walking out of the bedroom of yeosangs apartment, wooyoung takes a pillow and throws it at the boy.

"you fucker why did you do that?" yeosang turns around to see wooyoung who has been wearing nothing but sweatshirts and sweatpants.

"to stop you and your noise." wooyoung said back while sitting on the couch.

"you look ugly."

"thanks yeo, you too."

yeosang gave him a side eye brushing his hair back "i'm not gonna say thank you for that."

"ungrateful piece of shit." wooyoung said in a light tone but yeosang still heard.

"ungrateful? you wanna-" yeosang said wanting to his the younger with his guitar.

"yeo, guitar down. wooyoung, apologize." seonghwa demanded to the boys but none of them did.

"if you don't I'll stop buying chicken-" immediately yeosang put his guitar down and peacefully seated himself beside wooyoung acting all innocent.

"im- you do everything for chicken don't you." wooyoung said making seonghwa lose his shit.

"okay that's it."

"YOU FUCKER THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU." yeosang yelled.

"ME? WHY ME? I DIDNT-" wooyoung fought back not until both of them saw seonghwa stand in front of them. the two boys immediately toned down.

"thanks." seonghwa said before sitting down again. "wanna go to the beach tonight?"

"no." wooyoung said right after. not because he didn't want to just because once again it reminded him of san.

-

"i hate sand." wooyoung complained pulling san's hand back before he could even walk towards the beach.

"come on for one time. I'll never go to the beach with you ever again." san pouted while wooyoung looked at him with the 'do i really have to do this' eyes. again san attempted to walk to the beach and this time wooyoung came with holding his hand behind him.

it was san's first time to see the beach and he couldn't stop smiling. kneeling down to touch the sand he felt so happy and took some to throw it at wooyoung.

"this is exactly why I hate sand." he talked to himself watching san throw even more at him like a little kid. but seeing san all happy and giggly made him happy too. the past few weeks they did everything that wooyoung wanted to do like go to an art museum, go to a dog cafe, stargazing those were all wishes from himself so he desperately wanted to do something that san wished to do.

"come on take your clothes off, lets swim." san said, smiling with his dimple showing which wooyoung definitely couldn't resist.

slowly getting undressed he notices san already running towards the water. "wait for me." wooyoung takes his shoes off as fast as he could and runs towards his boyfriend who was already soaking wet. before wooyoung could even do something he was already picked up by san who dunked him in the water.

"i can't swim you know that right."

"yup I'll carry you on my back like the last time." with that wooyoung had already snaked his legs around the others waist.

after a while of being in the water they both got tired of it probably since there were other people too.

"i like the lake more." san confessed.

"yea me too."

-

the sun started to set and the couple has been walking around, exploring new things and trying street food the whole day. now sitting outside of a cafe side by side, watching the red sun go down and disappear behind the horizon, creating a mix of colors in the sky which will soon be covering the whole city in darkness.

while wooyoung stares into the universe, praying that the stars would shine tonight. san did the same staring at the fine hair strands touching the others soft skin and the pretty mole placed under his eye, praying wooyoung will always see the shining stars in his eyes.

"you should look at the sky too. its pretty." the younger noticed san staring yet didn't mind turning his head to look his boyfriend in the eyes. wooyoung knew once he looks at them, he'll get lost never wanting to ever look away again.

san didn't want to look away tho, he loved the sight of wooyoung in the golden light it made him only prettier. "i bet it's not as pretty as you."

san brushes his hair back to get a better sight of the now smiling wooyoung, making his own smile grow even bigger. feeling san's fingertips trace out his jawline and his thumb run gently over his lips, the desire of turning his head and laying his lips on the others is now bigger than anything else. luckily that was san's plan, he turns wooyoungs head by his chin holding his face in place with two fingers only, slowly leaning in. before their lips touch wooyoung looks up to met san's eyes for the first time this night, looking at the stars only centimeters away from him.

-

remembering everything the feeling of sadness, regret, pain, wooyoung hates it so much. the way san always brushed his hair out of his face, how he would never look anywhere else rather than him, his touch, his lips, his eyes - he misses them he wants to go back, back to san.

"why aren't you going back?" yeosang asks him.

"i tried and i ended up alone in a forest. i apologized, i waited for him in the cold only for him to turn out down once again. if he doesn't love- if he doesn't want me then there's nothing i can do." wooyoung answered looking at his feet which are playing with the sand, trying to keep his mind occupied. the waves are strong and the wind is what now blows his hair back.

"do you really think he didn't love you?" seonghwa added, sipping his drink they got before coming here.

"I don't know. none of us ever said it. we never even officially asked each other out but we both knew. well at least i knew, maybe he didn't look at us the way i did." seonghwa and yeosang only looked at each other signing, why would wooyoung think like that they both truly loved each other.

"of course i do. i love you enough to let you go."

actually san was the only one who said it but at that point it was too late.

the red run going down and disappearing behind the horizon, creating a mix of colors in the sky which will soon be covering the whole city in darkness, he praying there will be no stars shining tonight.