the last time i saw your stars shine

16th of march. the day where all their happiness disappears in a blink of a second, that's san thought. its been two days since san talked with seonghwa and he still couldn't bring himself to tell wooyoung but today he decided to end it he can't continue giving the younger hope only making it more painful for him and afterwards wooyoung, the boy he never wanted to hurt anymore, the boy he only wanted to shower with love.

laying in the bad he'd share with him for the last time, san's eyes staring at the ceiling with wooyoung laying on his bare chest while his arm tightly secured on his waist to prevent the younger from falling the bed. he doesn't know how and where to do it, he didn't want to do it at all. the past two days felt like a dream only seeing the sight of a happy boy clinging onto him, seeing his smile and the spark in his eyes whenever wooyoung looked at him. of course san felt good being with him but it also felt so wrong.

the movement beside san interrupted his overthinking, looking at wooyoung he already cuddled closer to him his shy smile and blushing showing. it felt like heaven whenever wooyoungs skin touches his. san didn't regret what happened last night, it wasn't their first time but it was definitely different from before but leaving now would be harder now.

the both of them were still undressed, san turns to face him brushing the youngers long hair out his face, taking a good look of him. san adored every single feature and every flaw on wooyoungs face. running over them with his thumb, wooyoung giggles.

"good morning." he says with the with a still sleepy voice, looking at the remaining shining stars in san's eyes.

"morning." he answers softly smiles continuing to stare at him. none of them talked, just simply laying together enjoying each others presence. something about it made san finally fall asleep. yes, it was morning but all the thinking left him sleepless last night. wooyoung noticed pulling him closer massaging his scalp, helping him relax. san drifted into dreamland, feeling better after seeing the other smile.

after few hours of sleeping, san woke up seeing wooyoung sitting on the bed looking at him with a faint smile. san's found wooyoungs hand automatically, holding it while rubbing his eyes.

"did you sleep well?" wooyoung asked which he nodded his head to.

"didn't sleep much last night, did you?" again san only nodded his head.

"i wanna go somewhere today. can we go?" san's plan was already ruined since all he wanted to do was please the younger and do whatever he wishes to, before he leaves him once again.

"where do you wanna go?" san asked pulling wooyoung down again to lay with him, spooning him and kissing his shoulder.

"to the lake." he said, playing with san's fingers.

"okay." depending on what they're doing, san's planning to tell him there - at the place he ended everything last time.

before wooyoung could sit back up again, the arms around him tightened its grip on his waist, pulling him back.

"let's just stay like this for a few minutes." san said with closed eyes, forgetting everything else in the world only wanting to hold the boy he loves the most for one last time. wooyoung only laughed in response turning his body to hug san rather then being little spoon. san found it adorable how much of a baby wooyoung actually was. his hands found the youngers hair again, brushing them with his fingers and keeping them, holding his head close to his chest like he was protecting him from every single bad thing that could hurt him.

"san?" talking in a light voice, wooyoung was still locked in between san's arms.

"yeah?"