call me lover (sam fender)

i tell, when the lies are changing

TW: inappropriate content (sex)

lots of people had headed home by now, so it was only me, dean, joe, dru, sam and kel and jace who were friends of the boys. oh, and the fit barmaid of course.

i was sprawled out across the sofa in the bar, joe sat at my feet as we chatted shit, dean, dru, sam, kel and jace sat on a table beside us.

the boys proceeded to laugh and chat but thanks to my drunken state (and the fact i hadn't really been listening to anything they were saying) i stayed quiet, drifting in and out of mind. i glanced my eyes around the bar, taking in how beautiful it really looked, the main lights had dimmed but the fairy lights stayed shining, making the room look and me feel euphoric.

however i chipped in as dean started talking about their most recent tour, and everything that had happened on it.

"i'll never get over the bus food either" joe chuckled, as he faked sick.

"fucking grim mate," dru added before turning to sam, "nah, what about that hollie girl."

hollie was a girl who the boys had met on tour. she had gone to their show in manchester with a few of her friends, she ended up getting really drunk and showed up to sams hotel room that night-how she found out where it was, we hadn't a clue. i didn't know any of this anyhow until dru filled me in.

"hollie was this girl who was obsessed with sam; so obsessed she stalked him and practically begged him to fuck her."

oh, fuck. that stinging feeling again.

"and i can't believe you turned her down mate, she was fit as fuck."

"turned her down? we literally walked in on her blowin-"

"ayt, ayt enough of that" sam chuckled, swilling the last of his pint around the glass.

"i think i'll be off, guys" i interrupted abruptly, i was too drunk and not enjoying the feeling i was getting the more the boys spoke about hollie.

i stumbled as i got up but it didn't stop me, i grabbed my phone and coat and i was out of the door. the frozen air bit hard and thanks to the drink, all of the streetlights were beaming so bright i had to squint.

i took a minute, leaning myself up against the low lights wall, closing my eyes momentarily as i prepared myself for the walk home.

"off in a hurry?" sams strong northern accent sounded from behind me, closer than comfort, his head was practically on my shoulder. but i didn't care.

"not exactly, it's 3 am," i didn't look his way however, just kept my eyes on the view, "i thought you were mad at me"

sam didn't say anything to start with, i expected him to be angry however, i'd blown our kiss off when there's no doubt he feels something between us like i do too.

"i was mad at first, but that's not fair, i can't be selfish and get mad if you don't want me" he spoke a bit gentler, walking around beside me.

"but i do"

"what?"

"i do want you." i looked to him now, and he looked back at me harder.

"cass, you might think you do but-"

i shut him up instantly as i connected my lips with his, probably a bit too eagerly, but i didn't care. my body instantly warmed with the familiar feeling from last night. the way his soft lips dragged across mine, the way his mouth tasted almost sweet- yeah i was dying for it.

"but your drunk" he spoke between our lips.

"not any drunker than you"

and with that my legs were around his waist as he rushed us down the hill and to my house.

as soon as we were in the house i instantly attacked his mouth with kisses, and he did the same. they were hungry, not slow and sensual like yesterdays.
sam was just as desperate as i, and that only turned me on more.

i thought about the past few days, all the strange feelings between me and sam that neither of us wanted to admit. and although we shouldn't do it, there was definitely no stopping us.

lifting me up again, i pulled my legs around his waist as he aggressively pushed me against the shelves, accidentally knocking a few pictures and ornaments off it.

we both chuckled into the kiss, my eyes momentarily opening as i pulled away, taking sam in.

his blonde locks were messier than usual, his eyes were much darker than normal and were hooded slightly. it was a beautiful sight.

"bedroom?" i winked, my arms wrapping around his neck.

"bedroom." he confirmed as he grunted slightly, taking us upstairs.

kicking open my door, he threw me down on the bed, him soon following, pulling his shirt off over his head as he did so.
his lips instantly met my neck, biting and sucking all over the side of it, stopping my ability to think or see straight.

"you look so fucking hot, cass" he whispered in my ear.

"sam" i whimpered, dying for him to do something more,
"please , do something"

with that, my jeans and top were off, leaving me in my underwear. sam watched me in awe, lust evident in his eyes.

his rough fingers slightly grabbed at my skin, it was impossible to tell who was more hungry for the other. his hand reached further down , skimming the hem off my underwear as they went lower.

i let out a moan, a little too loud i must admit.

"ah ah, you need to stay quiet , can you do that for me?" sam whispered in my ear, reaching further and further where i needed him.

this man was driving me fucking crazy, and i was living for it, i just hoped he felt the same.

"sam, are you sure you want this?"

"how about i show you how much i want this."