𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥

5

Robyn couldn't force herself to go to sleep. She kept on thinking about how bad dinner turned out to be. She finally realized why she stayed away for all these years. She never even came back for a visit, and this was why.

The house was either filled with silence or loud judgement. She was more than over it. She kept tossing and turning but there was no use. It was clear that she wasn't falling asleep anytime soon.

She got up to see if she had anything strong to drink in the refrigerator. No luck. She decided to go grab a few drinks at the closet bar to her motel. She need to drown out her thoughts and a decent amount of liquor might do the trick.

She walked into the bar. It was warm and cozy inside. It was a drastic change from the cold and windy breeze going on outside.

She walked further inside and looked around to see where she should sit. She could sit at the bar, but it's a good chance that the bartender would try to have a conversation and she just wasn't in the mood to make small talk with a stranger right now. She looked over at the empty tables and then the booths.

She set her eyes on someone familiar sitting in one of the booths all alone. She uttered a light chuckle and made her way towards her.

"Hey" Robyn smiled, catching the woman's attention. Beyoncé shook her head and smiled. Of course Robyn would be here. "Can I join you?"

She nodded and invited her to a seat.

"How many drinks you in?" She asked while sitting down across from her.

She held up four fingers.

"Looks like I got some catching up to do then"

Robyn called the waitress over to bring six shots to the booth. Five for her and one more for Beyoncé. She down five shots in a row as soon as they were placed on the table. She didn't need no chaser.

"So why you here all alone?" Robyn asked leaning forward.

Beyoncé sighed, "Don't even get me started"

Robyn laughed, assuming that she was annoyed at her shithead little brother. "We don't have to talk about that right now"

The waitress came over and brought drinks to replace their empty ones. Beyoncé was starting to get tipsy. Robyn could tell by the look in her eyes. Hennessy was the only liquor that Beyoncé drank and it always made her sexual.

"You look so good, did I tell you that?" Beyoncé smiled while admiring Robyn's facial features.

"No you didn't. But if you did, I wouldn't mind hearing it again" Robyn smiled back, loving the compliments coming from her.

"Well I'm glad you didn't come back with your toes blown off or something"

"Just my toes?" She laughed.

"Yes, just your toes. I would've cried about them toes"

"What about my face? Would you be sad about that?"

Beyoncé hummed while caressing her cheek. "I guess you got a pretty face too"

"Do I?" Robyn smirked as she looked into her eyes. "What's so pretty about it?"

"Your eyes, you have very pretty eyes. Your nose.." her eyes traveled down as she studied her facial features gracefully. "Lips" She tugged at her bottom lip while she trailed her thumb down Robyn's. She removed her thumb and watch as Robyn's lip bounced back in place.

Their eyes met again. The mood in the room has definitely changed. They looked at each other and couldn't think straight. Robyn leaned over and Beyoncé met her half way. Their lips connected.

Beyoncé had longed for this moment for a very long time. As soon as their lips touched she moaned. She was drunk but she was well aware of everything she was feeling. It may be crazy to say but she doesn't think she ever fell out of love with Robyn.

She pulled away from the kiss, which seemed impossible to do.

"What about junior?" Beyoncé panted against her lips.

"He's barely my brother but you, you always been my girl" Robyn was drunk and just saying her thoughts out loud.

"Don't say that"

"Why not? It's true"

Beyoncé took her eyes off of her. Robyn moved from across the table until she was right next to Beyoncé. She moved so close to her that she could feel the heat coming off her body.

"You not mine no more?" Robyn seductively spoke in her ear as her hands roamed up her thigh. Beyoncé bit down on her bottom lip while shaking her head no.

"I wanna hear you say it" Robyn said speaking in the same tone.

Her finger slowly traced the inside of her thigh as she placed small kisses on her neck. Beyoncé looked anywhere but her eyes, she knew once she laid eyes on her she'd fold. Her body was craving for her in ways she couldn't explain.

"Say it" Robyn whispered as she nibbled on her ear. She continued to tease her until she completely gave in.

"...I'm still yours" she breathed out.

The next time they opened their eyes they were tossing each other's clothes around back at Beyoncé's apartment. They stumbled all through her place until they found the bedroom. What they were doing was so wrong but it felt so right.

Beyoncé didn't know why or ever admit it but it just wasn't the same with junior. She just gets a better feeling whenever she's with Robyn.

Her eyes rolled back in ecstasy as Robyn's hands roamed all over her body. Robyn groaned before leaning forward to taste her lips once again. She didn't know how someone could make her feel so good.

"I Fucking love you" Robyn moaned while passionately kissing every inch of her skin.

Hearing those words from her ex lover helped her reach her climax. She longed to hear these words from her. Ever since she set eyes on Robyn she knew that she wouldn't be able to hide how she felt about her. She was her first girlfriend, her first love, her first everything.

They've been brought back to each other because they belonged together. They fit together like the last piece of a puzzle. This could be their second chance at forever.

She often thought that maybe Robyn was the one for her. The one she'd settle down with. Have babies and create their own little family. The simple thought of little Robyn's running around the house filled her heart with so much joy.

But that was all a dream. It was too late for them.

The next morning Beyoncé woke up filled with so much regret. She immediately shook off all the thoughts of what could've been. She had to let it go.

She looked around the room and it was a complete disaster. Clothes were literally everywhere. Her bra was even hanging from the ceiling fan.

She held her head in frustration as she looked over at a sleeping Robyn. She looked at her with so much regret and guilt. What was she thinking? She crossed a line.

The life she had going for herself was a good one. The life she has with Junior. That's the man she loves. Not Robyn. Robyn was just a distraction on her true feelings for him. She had to stay away if she was going to be one hundred percent dedicated to him.

She grabbed every piece of clothing and looked at her lover for what she hoped would be the last time. A silent tear fell down her eye and she was quick to wipe it away.

She left a note on the kitchen counter to let Robyn know she can let herself out. She didn't want to be here when she woke up. She just might fall into her arms again.