𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥

6

Beyoncé was all in her head about what happened last night. She couldn't decide if it was just a one night stand on a drunken night or did it mean more. What did it mean? Did she still have feelings for Robyn?

She had no idea.

But one thing she did know, she had to get out of the apartment before she woke up. Just one look could bring her to her knees again.

One thing she did know, Robyn made her completely weak. Whenever she was around her, she felt full. As if Robyn completed her.

She didn't understand these feelings yet, or have any idea what they meant. So she drove around lost in her thoughts. It was Saturday so she had no obligation to be anywhere right now.

At the moment she wasn't talking to junior and currently did not want to see Robyn. So she drove to her sisters house. Maybe Solange could help her.

••••

"Girl so you just left her in your apartment without even saying anything?"

"What was I supposed to do?? I couldn't face her after what just happened"

"Okay but what if junior came over to apologize about your fight"

Beyoncés put her hands over her head. She was so worried about the situation with Robyn that she completely forgot all about her fight with junior. That was the reason she was at the bar in the first place.

"Your not thinking straight Beyoncé. You could've easily gotten caught up"

"I know, I know" she said admittedly while rubbing her head.

"So.." a smile creeped across Solange's face.

Beyoncé threw her head back, prepared to hear something completely foul come out of her mouth.

"Now that you've had sex with the siblings, you can compare! So whose was better?" Solange rubbed her hands together ready for the messiest answer possible.

"About that.." Beyoncé scratched her head. "Me and junior- well.. we've never had sex before"

Solange scoffed a laugh. There was no way she was talking about the guy she's seeing right now.

"Junior, as in junior your current boyfriend?"

Beyoncé nodded.

"Are you serious? How have you NOT slept with him yet?? How long have you guys been together now? A year?"

"I think like seven or eight months"

"You don't even know the date? Are you even into this guy?"

"Of course I am. He makes me happy"

"Then why haven't y'all slept together? Oh my god, don't tell me he's a virgin" she cringed.

"No, it's because I wanted to wait"

Solange busted out laughing. She tried to hold it in after she saw that Beyoncé wasn't laughing along.

"I'm sorry- it's just that you was quick to throw some ass for Robyn and it's been what? 3 weeks"

Beyoncé got up. "You know what. I don't even know why I came here"

Solange pulled her back down. "You know good and damn well why you came here. You needed someone with a level head to help you figure this out"

Beyoncé scoffed. "I don't know about level-headed"

"Look. I'm all you got. And I'm pretty good when it comes to relationship advice, so take it or leave it"

"Alright.. so what do you think I should do?"

Solange tapped on her chin. "Well it's clear that you still have feelings for Robyn and you say that junior makes you happy.. okay, I got it!"

Solange moved in front of Beyoncé. "Close your eyes" she instructed.

"I'm gonna paint you a picture and I want you to tell me the first person that comes in mind. You're coming home from a long day of work and as soon as you open the door your baby runs right into your arms and your love is standing right behind them. Who do you see?"

Beyoncé smiled softly at the thought of this actually being a reality. She was ready for the white picket fence and the babies.

"Well? Who was it?" Solange asked.

"It was.. junior" Beyoncé looked off to the side. Junior is the one for her. That's how it was meant to be.

Solange clapped feeling proud that her plan was successful. "That settles it then"

Her happiness was short after seeing Beyoncé's face. She still looked confused. "I was hoping for a bigger smile than that. You finally figured out who you want"

"Oh sorry" Beyoncé said snapping out of her gaze to smile wider. "Thank you for helping me with this"

Solange sighed not feeling completely satisfied with Beyoncé's reaction. "Look Beyoncé, you just need to follow your heart. If you need to spend some time alone to think then you should do that. It's your life. You have to do what's best for you"

Beyoncé groaned. "How am I supposed to tell junior about this?"

"I'll tell you something out of experience. People automatically think that you should tell you partner that you cheated, but in reality it's really selfish"

"What? How would that be selfish"

"Because you're really thinking of yourself. You feel guilty so you tell them to get it off your chest. Now they're the ones left to deal with it, and it only hurts them in the long run"

"So I should just keep it to myself?"

She shrugged. "I know it sounds bad, but it's really for the best"

Beyoncé nodded. Solange was the younger sister but when it comes to relationship advice, Beyoncé should probably listen. Solange had more experience in that area. Beyoncé really only ever dated Robyn and she messed that up herself. Although she'll never admit that it was probably all her fault that they aren't together anymore.

Beyoncé stayed a little while longer to catch up with Solange but soon she was on her way. She didn't know where to go. She didn't want to go back to her apartment because she was afraid Robyn might be there waiting for her. And that was the last person she wanted to see right now.

Junior called while she was driving around, trying to think of where to go. She didn't answer. She just looked at the phone until it stopped ringing.