Unlived love (Harry Osborn X Reader)

11

It's been a week since we lost Gwen. I went to the cemetery every day to leave her flowers and talk to her. Maybe she wasn't around anymore, but I wasn't going to lose touch with her spirit.

I got the medicine from Dr. Hudson and found out where Harry was locked up. He was taken to Revencroft. I have to get in there somehow. I need to talk to him. I promised I'd cure him and now i'm ready to do it.

I don't know if I'd forgive him and still be together. He killed Gwen. If I forgive him, my conscience will kill me. If Peter had killed me and Gwen would still be with him I wouldn't forgive her. But Harry wasn't himself. He had used something. Something dark. Gwen would forgive me if I saved him, wouldn't she? I promised him, after all.

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I spoke to Revencroft's security for a long time and they finally decided to let me go in there. They took my bag for every case. Fools! Did they think I was that stupid? There was nothing in my bag but a few stones to weigh a little. They opened the door to Harry's cell and then they locked it behind me.

"Hi, Harry. I know you don't want to see me, but if you remember, I promised I'd cure you. The medicine is ready if you let me" I approached timidly.

"Really?" He turned to me. In his eyes I could see hope. "Can I?" I pulled out a syringe of yellow liquid under my blouse. "Yes."I came in and slightly shifted the collar of the orange blouse that kept his hands tied." It might hurt a little, but don't scream so they don't come. "I stuck the needle in his neck and poured the liquid. I put my other hand on his mouth so he wouldn't scream, but he didn't even move. Harry had changed.

" How do you feel Is there a difference? "I took the syringe back." I feel better. Thank you. " The green mark began to disappear slowly. But my heart broke into thousands of pieces.

" Harry, look. There was nothing between me and Mr. Hudson. "I wiped a lost tear quickly with my sleeve. "Yes, I understand that, but it's too late." He didn't even look at me. "It's not too late for nothing. I've been thinking a lot, and I've decided that being mad at you for the rest of my life won't make Gwen come back."

"The day we got kicked out of Oscorp, I was very angry with you, and I thought you were cheating on me, so I cheated on you with Felicia." He whispered quickly.

"Okay, that's past doesn't matter we all make mistakes." I was trying to forgive him. I was trying so hard. The tears were already quickly descending on my face. "I don't think that's the problem. The problem is that you don't love me anymore." I turned around and i was ready to leave and let him die of loneliness here. If he told me to stay now, to don't leave. I would  stay. My heart was breaking.

"Y/n!" Harry had stood up. "Yes, Harry?" I stopped. "Thank you for everything! But I can't keep poisoning your life."

"What?" What I was afraid of was happening. Harry had given up on me. "No Harry! We'il go out of here together. I won't let you give up on me that easily." I approached him and hugged him. "Y/n, this isn't going to help us both learn to live without me."His words struck me. It was like a million arrows sticking into me." But I don't want to. "I wasn't crying anymore, I was without a strong one, but I wasn't going to give up on him. Never." I'm sorry, Y/n. I don't love you anymore. "

" Do you still want one last kiss? "That was my last chance. He shook his head." But I want. "I pulled the chair he was sitting on, climbed up and put both hands on both sides of his face and kissed him. Short kiss. I'd  forgotten that feeling. And I'd better get used to it.

Why I never get along? First my father gave up on me? And now Harry. I thought my Harry would never give up on me. What a fool I've been. He's not my Harry anymore. He doesn't love me. "Bye Harry, I just want you to know that I'm going to love you for the rest of my life."

I came out of this building shaking. I came home. I took a pen and a sheet and wrote a letter to Aunt May.

Dear Aunt May.

I just want you to know that I love you and Peter. In the envelope you will find a documemt. I'm giving my apartment to you. You can rent it out or you can live here. Just give all my books to Peter. I'm leaving. I don't know if I want to leave this town or the whole world forever. If you're reading this, I'm either dead or i'm too far away.
   This part is for Peter.
Peter Parker don't you dare cry! Just so I know you've shed even a tear for me I'il come and beat you up. I love you and beware.

  Always yours Y/n Y/l/n

I put the letter in an envelope along with the document. I went outside I put the letter in the mailbox and bought a huge bouquet of flowers for Gwen. I went to her grave and left the flowers then sat on the side.

"Gwen you died because of the same man who slowly kill me. I kept my promise. I cured him. I'm going to leave here. I won't be able to come back to your grave, i'm sorry. I've always loved you and I'il still love you." I stood up and left.

I told everyone I loved my last words. I'm ready for the darkness to take me.