Confused

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He looks at me through the window I nearly gave into those big grey eyes but I had just met him my mom was the one who invited him and my mom was the one who told me to wait in the car. "Open the door now" he said loud enough that I could hear him through the window. "Leave me alone I don't even fucking know you and you don't know me my mom was the one who invited you not me you tell me what to do and I've only known you for like a few hours and I'm already tired of you so fuck off" He glared at me through the window then went back inside.I sat in the car waiting for something to happen but nothing did.Next thing I knew I was asleep.

My eyes slowly opened and the next thing I knew was Rafael lifting me up over his shoulders and carrying me inside the house.I started hitting his back so that he would let me down but he proceeded to walk upstairs to my bedroom and plopped me on my bed.I once again looked up at his beautiful grey eyes and his shiny black hair and his tattoos.He caught me looking. "Like what you see"
I shake my head.
"Don't get ahead of yourself I was just looking at your tattoo"
"Okay"
"Leave now I don't know why you're still in here"
"Not leaving until you fall asleep"
I tried and tried twisted and turned but I couldn't fall asleep.But i feel asleep in the car easily.Then I finally realised that it was him.
"If I'm going to fall asleep you have to be beside me"
"Are you sure"
"Yes and hurry before I change my mind"
He slowly got up from the chair that was next to my bed.Then he calmly laid beside me like it was normal.I immediately felt more comfortable.I always found it hard to sleep since I was 14 when my parents split the arguing gave me trauma and I still get flashes of the memories. " What are you thinking about Princessa"
"Nothing it's fine don't worry"
"Are you sure"
"Sure"
I turned my head to face the wall and as I felt his presence I began to breathe slower and drift off to sleep.

I heard the yelling and screaming again and it was mommy and daddy I ran to my brothers bedroom and he called my over silently and I slowly crept up onto his bed I heard the yelling and screaming and then Aide said " it's okay they'll stop" as he said that we heard glass shatter and mommy scream I was scared what appended if if i....

" Alora"
My body jolted awake my rich dark skin was now a slightly pale brown and my neck was covered with cold sweat.I immediately turned around and I reached out for him knowing that he would make me feel better.I'm so confused how do I rely so much on someone I've barely just met.Before I could do anything else he reached out for my hand pulling me towards him.He sat up on the bed and rested my head gently on his chest with his arms wrapped around me for extra support while rubbing my check softly and tenderly with his thumb.
"It's okay my love I'm right here don't panic"
I sobbed into his shirt.
I started to lose track of my breathing patterns and I started hyperventilating.
"Love you're scaring me please breathe"
I tried my best but I couldn't.
"I can't I I I can't stop"
"It's okay love I promise I'm holding you you can calm down I'm right here breathe baby breathe"he says while slowly rubbing my back.
I eventually bring down my breathing on my own then I look up at him and he looked back down at me.
"Are you calm now"
"Mhm"
"Do you want to talk about it"
"No not really I'd rather tell someone who knows me"
"Well i guess you shouldn't be in bed with someone you don't know"he says while getting up.
"Wait please stay"
"What do you want"
"You know what I want"
"Well I don't if you don't say it"
"I want you to stay"
"And do what"
"Let me fall asleep in your arms"
I say while facing down at my hands.
He began walking over to me.
"My love chin up when you speak to me look at my eyes"
I looked upwards to see those beautiful grey eyes once again.
"I want you to let me fall asleep in your arms"
"Okay then"
He sat back down on the bed and we got back in the same position we were in.I started to shiver again.
"It's okay Princessa nothing is going to happen"
I cuddled up even further into his shirt.
"Please don't leave when I fall asleep I'll just wake up again when you're gone"
"I'll stay the night if you want to love"

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