Reincarnation: Switched Souls

Chapter 16: Lost in the Wind

Jumin lost all hope and despair filled him. He had lost his love. He had lost his life. He lost Izara. Tears were endless. The days were so long and dark. And he's filled with sorrow and longing.

"Jumin" Harith called out "Can't you tell us what's wrong?"  Harith asked but he remained silent and sitting on the bed which was filled with his memories with Izara.

Harith sighed "Izara is also acting strange, Jumin. What the fuck is going on?" Harith asked worrily. After a few minutes, he didn't answer and Harith got tired of him and left.

Somehow, when Izara left, no one saw what happened that time. Only he knew what happened and he knew every detail that broke his heart.

It's been three weeks since the war with Zoar. And he had lost all senses of anything ever since. He feels so lost and just waiting for death to come pick him up. But he cried knowing, even if he die, he will not see her in the afterlife.

Questions filled him. Questions with no answers. Does Izara remember him? Does Izara remember every memory and moment they had? Is she doing well? Does she miss him? What is she doing now? Where is she?

All questions that leads to vanity.

"Jumin" he heard that familiar but distasteful voice. It was Izara, the old Izara.

"What do you want?" He asked irritatedly.

Izara sighed "I know why you're mad, but I'm not the one you should get mad at" she said. He tsked.

"I'm here to say, that I know where the Izara you knew is" she said as he then look at Izara. She sighed.

"How do you know that?" He ask.

"That's because, all the time she's been here, I've been in her world. Her name is Han Yona, she's a nursing college student, a writer and the only child because her brother died of cancer" Izara stated. His brows then furrowed.

"Then how did you two get switched? What happened?" He ask curiously.

Izara scratch her nape "I don't know about her side, but. For me, I was crying that night, wishing someone would love me... that you'd love me, so when I woke up, I was in another  world. Yona's world" Izara stated. His brows then furrowed.

"Then how did you find her world?" He asked.

Izara looked at him with brows furrowed as if his head was gone "That's surprising... Aren't you gonna ask me if I'm lying?" She ask.

He then sighed "I know you're not lying because Izara—Yona" he corrected "also told me that's she's from the other world" he said.

"And you believe her?" She ask and he nodded. Izara then smiled "I'm glad to know you're starting to trust people around you" she said. His brows then furrowed.

"So why are you here? You couldn't be here just to say that you lived your life as Yona?" He said. She then nodded as she looked away.

"To tell you the truth, Jumin. I've always loved you, I don't know why, but that is the truth. It was like I was madly in love with you. But... when I woke up as Yona, I received a lot of love from her parents. Her omma and appa. They loved her very much, that I was envious of the life that she had. So I lived as Yona, who had an amnesia because of an accident. I learned a lot of things, I made friends who adore and loved me. I met lots of inspirations and realizations, that I shouldn't just wait to be loved, but also try to be loved. I... I loved my life there, so when I was slowly slipping away, I was scared. I'm thankful of what that world had given and taught me, so I'm here to tell you" she looked straight into his eyes.