ISSUES BILLY HARGROVE

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

(BILLYS POV) (SOME OF IT IS FUTORE POV)

When Max's words left her mouth I slammed on the breaks. I was freaking out a little. I quickly unbuckled my seat belt and jumped out of the car. "Shit" I said when I saw her car in the ditch. relief hit me a little when I saw that she had hit a tree to stop her car. I remembered her saying one day her breaks were needing a fix up and barely worked.. I felt absolutely horrible.

I ran down to her car, and I found her.. her

I still remember how she looked. Her small head laying on her steering wheel. Her head being busted open from the impact she took. her hand was still on her clutch.. in the middle between first and second gear. she knew she would wreck..

I opened up her door and grabbed her gently and walked her up the road. "Max Back Seat" I yelled at her. She was in the back seat so fast her eyes were big, with worry, she was dead silent.

I put her unconscious body in the passenger seat. I sped off the other way towards the Hawkins, Hospital.. it mentally killed me when i saw her. how horrible she looked, what had i done.. I did this.. there is no one else who had done this.. this was all me..

I began to et even more nervou about everything, what if she wouldn't wake up? What if I had cuased her major problems that are unforgivable.. I knew already she would never forgive me for what ive done, if she does than shes a complete fool. I wouldn't forgive myself..

I pulled into Hawkins Hospital. Shooting up from my seat.. I grabbed her and cared her in. Doctors took her immediately, looking back at her one last time, I thought to myself was I ever going to see her again...

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(MILYES POV FOR THE ACCIDENT)

I got in my car and drove off. I put my mix tape cassette inside of the machine and turned up the volume. Rolling down the windows and letting the cool air hit me as Every Rose Has It's Thorns made it's way into my ears.

I couldn't take much of Billys anger. I can't have him dumping it all on me like that, it just doesn't do any good to me. And I'm sure it doesn't do any to him.

Singing along briefly when the song hit its coarse.

"Every rose has its thorns.." and the song faded away and was replaced with the next one.

Just like the one white wing dove, sings a song sings a song sounds like she's singing

I hit the gas as the song filled my ears and gave me some sort of motivational not turn this car around and to tell him exactly how I felt and to confront him about what exactly this fake relationship is.

Half of me was scared shitless to even have a conversation about it. Billy.. sometimes he's unpredictable. You never know exactly what he's going to say or what he's going to do or what he won't say..

Needless to say I'm scared shitless of being rejected and completely ghosted in the wind. Like are fire will just burn out but if it keeps going like this the whole thing is going to set fire and burn out.. some other way.

Planes change, and as they change your future changes also.. like what will happen tomorrow you never know if u make a decision to change it.

That's exactly what I had done.. I took the turn to Billys house. I'm going to wait till he gets home and confront him. While Billys neighborhood was far away still I had time to think of what I would be doing, or saying.

I thought and thought hard on what I was going to say.

"Billy, I need to know right now exactly what this shit is between use.. I know I don't want it to be the way it is-

"Hell no that won't work what if he takes it the wrong way" I said out loud.

Billys words filled my head.

"Oh please if it's not my problem drive your own self home?!"

He clearly thinks I can't handle my self. I can't fight my own battles. And clearly so far he's been the one doing it.

First fight Steve inside of the men's Locker room..

Second fight.. with Tommy Hogan at cheerleading try outs..

Third fight..it was Tommy again..

Over and over again these fights were becuase of me and I had no idea I caused all of them at a time. Steve if I hadn't have walked in with Billy that day maybe me and Steve could have talked about it all. If I had just left the music in the background Tommy wouldn't have grabbed my ass Becuase I wouldn't have ever walked over there. If I had just spoken up about Tommy coming over to me It all wouldn't have happened.. if I just hadn't said yes to the fake relationship none of this would have happened.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when a blue Mustang was coming up quick and fast behind me. I got a little nervous.. then I realized it was Billy.

My radio was playing separate ways and I got an idea. I kept my eye on him through my rear view mirror it looked like he was having it out again with Maxine.

His hands began to slam over and over again on his steering wheel and he got even faster...

Someday love will find you break those Chains that bind you. One night will remind you how we touched away are separate ways..

IF HE EVER HURTS YOU TRUE LOVE WONT DISERT YOU. YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU

Though we touched and we went are separate ways...

My music got louder and louder in my head repeating over and over again as the next last lyrics hit my ears.

And if he ever hurts you.. true love wont disert you.. nooooooooo... nooooooo...

Then he came up beside me and overtook my lane.. as I swerved off the road I tried to switch gears to help with the crash but it was no use. I hit and hit hard..