ISSUES BILLY HARGROVE

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

I woke up in a hospital room. Steve beside me in one chair and I was immediately frozen when I saw no Billy. I couldn't help it my eyes filled with tears.

And I cried..cries turned into sobs..

"Hey, hey, hey, it's alright" Steve said getting out of his chair and sitting on the hospital bed embracing me in a chair.

"I shouldn't have done it Steve!" I said hitting him on his back a little, out of frustration. "Do what, what you do, you did nothing wrong alright.. the cops don't no u don't have a license" Steve said trying to assure me but I shook my head, that wasn't what I was worried about.

Steve let go of me and looked at me seriously. "What hadn't you done?" He said a little upset.

"Everything, billy, Tommy, you, it's all my fault you know if I just hadn't have done anything" I said through greeted teeth my anger was in raged with myself.

"I didn't mean to hurt you" I said as the tears began to fall even harder. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I said but Steve just hugged me again.

"None of this is your fault okay.." Steve said.

The door opened after Steve finished his sentence.

"We are so glad you are awake Mrs Harrington.. how are you feeling" the nurse had asked.

"I'm fine.. when exactly can I leave" I said.. but the nurses face sunk a little. "Sweetheart, you've been out for five days.. your gonna have to stay her for awhile.. I'll go get the doctor"

My face dropped.. five days.

The nurse walked out and a doctor walked in shortly after. "Hey dear, how you feeling" the doctor said.

"Feel a little dizzy, but not to bad you know" I said trying to be honest but still wanted to get out of here.

My ribs hurt a lot but I hadn't expected anything serious but boy was I wrong. "Well I can get you something for your head.. you have four broken ribs is there any pain there.." he said.

I knew I wouldn't get to be going home so I nodded a little... the doctor looked a little worried for his next question.

"It looks to me when you got her that night you had left over bruises.. your eye and your neck any idea how that happened?" He said..

" uh yeah.. I had a little fall down some stairs that morning before school" Steve scoffed a little but I gave him a glare.

"And you son, you've got a real black eye there and well your face it a little blue.." he said.

"Fight at school" Steve laughed a little. The doctor nodded.

"Okay well I'll be back shortly to get you that pain medicine.. in the mean time some people are waiting in the waiting room.

"Yeah send them all in" I said smiling a little.

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Nancy came in last.. which didn't surprise me. We talked about some things about the fight and how I felt until she hit me with the question.

"You have any idea who was it.." she said a little quiet. "No nance.. no clue" I said even more quieter.

"Well I'm going to get this one something to eat.. I can bring something up to you after if you want" she said pointing to Steve and back to me.

"Nah thanks nance make sure to come up here more often need the company and u have any trouble tell them your my sister" I laughed she laughed all's and her and Steve were out the door.

After awhile there was a small knock on the door.. and I looked up to see him.. Billy

"How you feeling, Milye" he said shyly.. avoiding eye contact.

"Not so bad.." I lied.

"You better explain really fucking quick or I want you out" I said anger rising within me.

"Listen alright, there really is no excuse I fucked up I know, like big time. I lost it for a couple of second with max.. and it just happened I don't know why I don't know how it just happened and I am so sorry!" He said still avoiding eye contact.

"You lost it for a couple of seconds?! I could have fucking died. I was looking at you through my rear view mirror, slamming your hands on your wrist the look of anger within your face, you yelling at max, then you looked straight up at my mirror for a split second and then I was out" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

"Don't you think I get it, I get that you could have fucking died, the only thing I was thinking about bringing you here was that. If I fucking killed you over some stupid rage fit I had with my step sister and sadly I can't help what I've done I can't blame anyone but myself for anything that I've done to your life Becuase without me in it nothing would have fucking happened."

"You wouldn't be on this bed"

"You wouldn't have came to my house"

"You wouldn't have even ducking met me if I never came here you would be fucking perfect" he looked up at me and tears were rolling down his cheeks.

"Your so fucking special to me, and I can't even imagining anything's it bout you but if I knew any of this would have happened I would have asked myself when I entered this state what the hel am I doing here I don't belong here.."

"But at the same damn time I wouldn't have met you and that kills me.." he said keeping his eyes on me.

"If you want me to leave I'll go and never talk to you ever again but if you want me to stay I'll stay here with you till you get out.." he said hoping I would say yes but I just couldn't.

My face gave it all away.. and his weave dropped a little more and more tears began to fall.

"Your so fucking special... I wish I was special.." he said whiling his face and walking out of the room...

( I just did that note from the third chapter!)

Also I'm crying 💀