Nothing ever goes to plan in Milye Harrington's world. So far it's done a pretty good job on screwing it up! Many events take place and she's left to defend on her own.
"Dear lord when I get to heaven please let me bring my man.. when he comes tell me that you'll let him in, father tell me that you can, all that grace, all that body. All that face makes me want to party. He's my sun. He makes me shine like diamonds. And will you still love me if I'm no longer young and beautiful"
After a couple of more days I got to go back to school.. with a slip of not doing anything athletic so there goes cheerleading and gym.. so I basically have to just watch with Nancy the whole time. I mean I swear I'm not complaining I'm just gonna kiss cheerleading.
They've filled my spot in and now Chelsea bell is the team captain until at-least I'm fully healed. I won't have to quit but still. That's at-least two months.
News spread like a wild fire that me a Billy broke up. Steve got someone to fix up my car and they got me a license so now I can legally drive.
I also have been staying with Nancy at nights so I don't have to go home. Steve came up with it all and Nancy I'd it was completely fine considering everything that goes on at home.
Mrs Wheeler has been very nice.. she and Nancy know about almost every except Billy.. but it's really not important.
As for everyone else.. it's my world and there all living in it. Susan and heather got of my case and are now the sluts of the school. Billy still won't even look at me and I won't look at him.. as of all the feeling is mutual about use.
As much as I want to talk to him I just can't..
And then there's life. My ribs have gotten easier to take in. Not hurting so much. My head is all cleared up there's just a scar on my forehead now.
My car was fine just the top was messed up. Steve had a favor from a friend and he and him fixed it up. Even though it still didn't look the same they tried. The color was changed. And now I had a better radio.
But my car looked a lot like Billys now. Blue, mustang with all black interior.. the rims were different though but it still looked the same.
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I walked into school that day with a new smile on my face. Not a smirk not a frown.. but a smile.
People hugged me and said hey all around. The cheerleading team all embraced me in a hug. Steve was by my side the whole day. Eventually I came around and told him the whole story on what happened that day. And Steve's hatred for Billy grew larger.
I've seen him when I'm roaming the halls he looks up for a split second every time I pass by him. But when he looks up at me now, it's no longer the smiling and happy Billy. It's the fearful and regretful Billy.
He's made new friends.. Aiden Blake. And Andy parsons. There good guys I guess. Nothing like Tommy, Aiden and me have some classes together and he's actually smart. Andy on the other hand is a lot like Tommy. Remarks showing shade my way ever time Billy mentions me. As I would walk by you could always here some remark about myself come out of his mouth.
The cruel words that he would throw at me.. and Billy agreeing out of anger towards me.
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Walking to my next class I knew I couldn't take it much longer. I have to sit beside him for this class period. And I knew I would fall.
I walked into the room as eyes gazed over me and rumors began to fill the room. I scoffed a little and walked over and took my seat.
Billy was already inside if the class and he wasn't even facing towards me..
"You ever gonna face me" I said sinking in my seat a little. "I tried" he said crossing his arms now.
I sat silent a couple of minutes trying to think exactly what to say. "How come you agree with Andy.." I said out of the blue.
"Agree with him on what?" He said a little annoyed. "Every-time I pass you, he has something to say about me and you agree.."
"Why shouldn't I agree.?" He said taking me by surprise.
"The real question is if you believe it or not.." Billy said back.
"You know I did try.. don't act like it didn't happen.." he said back to me again.
"Yeah well how am I supposed to just forgive you for going insane-
I cut myself off before finishing my sentence. With the one word it looked like I had inflicted serious pain on him.
"Go ahead and say what you want.. I want to listen?" He said uncrossing his arms and turning towards me. His tall walls that took years to be built had been broken..
"Then I think we should go somewhere to talk about it.." I said grabbing my things and standing up. He stood up also and we walked out of the classroom door.
~~~~ (Who's crying now- JOURNEY)
I walked to my car with him following after me. I jumped in my car and he got inside of the passengers Seat. I turned on the car for the radio to be playing lightly.
"Okay.. so?" I said eying him.
"Well.. you start.." he said crossing his arms not exactly knowing what to say.
"I want you to know.. that I don't think me and you can work if you don't get your shit together.. I won't ask you to change the you.. but the other half of you had to go.. you went crazy and I got into a car wreck.. over what a damn argument with max?! And you act like you did nothing fucking wrong?!" I said growing angry.
"I know that it happened alright?! You seriously don't think I do? I remember how I snapped?! I remember everything alright?! And I don't get why I did what I did I'm trying to get better! I was doing great then I don't know what happened?!" He said snapping back at me.
"You wanna know why I was going down that road.." I said looking down.
"To wait for you.. so I could confront you about what we exactly where.." my eyes pulled back up towards him.
