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different brothers

The next day, Mark wake up to Yugyeom still sleeping on the other bed. He must've been hungry since yesterday. Mark gently shake Yugyeom's body. "Gyeom-ah, wake up."

Yugyeom slowly open his eyes. "I want to sleep..."

"But you haven't eaten anything since yesterday."

Yugyeom turn over and sit on the bed. "I just want to sleep, I don't wanna remember everything."

Mark slowly pull Yugyeom into a hug. "Its okay Yugyeom, we're here for you. I know its hard for you lately."

He could felt his shirt becoming a little wet due to Yugyeom's crying. "I'm sorry hyung, I'm really really sorry." 

Mark stroke Yugyeom's back and hair while telling him that its okay. "Its really alright, I understand, what happened stays in the past." He was trying to not cry along with Yugyeom. "How about we go eat, would that make you feel better?"

Yugyeom pull away from the hug. "I don't really know." Yugyeom frowned. "Let's go eat, you can pick a place. I'll go get ready first." Mark went into the bathroom and silently cry his heart out after comforting Yugyeom.

Yugyeom in the other hand is sitting on his study desk while looking out the window. Will everything be alright? How can I escape from those again?

He's fine if he talk about his bully, even if it was the worse one, but he would breakdown in a second after someone mentioning his brother's name. Every younger siblings need their big siblings no matter if they fight the whole time.

Yugyeom just change his clothes into a fresh one. "You ready?"

"Yeah, I think so."

The younger and the older went out to grab some breakfast. "You have anything that you want in your mind? Its my treat." Mark spoke, trying to break the silence in the car.

"Uh, I have no idea. You should choose the place instead." Yugyeom laid back and look outside at the bright shining city. Mark drive to the restaurant where he first came there with his parents. "Is western fine with you?"

Yugyeom just nodded. "Alright then, lets go." Yugyeom put his hood up and follow Mark into the restaurant. "What do you want to eat?"

"Just... anything." Mark understood and just order a simple breakfast for that day with hot choco for Yugyeom.

"Hyung, I wanna ask you something." Yugyeom speak up. "What is it?"

"Were you... gonna leave me after the bathroom incident?"

Mark felt terribly sad when Yugyeom thought like that. "No, of course no. I would never leave you."

"Do you think it was my fault?"

Now the older felt confused. "No matter what it was, it wasn't your fault."

"Euigy-" Just by saying his name, Yugyeom got choked up on his tears, "My brother got into ac-accident because of me. I thought I'd completely forgot about it but-" Yugyeom couldn't hold it, he just burst into tear. Mark pull his chair towards to Yugyeom and hug him tightly.

"Hey hey, its alright Yuggie, it wasn't your fault, alright? Don't beat yourself up over this." Mark comforted him. "How did I even live like this knowing I forgot about my brother?"

"Yug, it's alright, really. I'm sure your brother wanted you to live the way you lived before this happened. We're all here for you." Mark just keep stroking Yugyeom's back and hair.