Bitter Taste -yoonmin-

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Yoongi POV

"Hyung I really don't want to go can't we stay at my apartment eat some takeout watch the new hawkeye series" I smiled at him while Jin rummaged through my closet.

"No way we spent all summer in your room eating takeout we are going to this party even if I have to drag you there by your toes" he said head buried in my closet his arms moving around looking at all my clothes "Why is everything you own black!" He huffed

"We weren't even invited to this party! And I like black stop making my messy closet even more messy!" I said he finally stood up holding a bunch of clothes in his hands dropping them on my bed standing in front of me.

"Technically we were invited Hoseok's Instagram story said all were invited it was an open invitation," he said I looked up at him it's a Saturday night and Jin came busting into my house early rambling about some end of summer party at Hoseok house.

"They don't want us there" I whispered which is true Jin and me how you say...we're losers big losers at the bottom of the food chain or social ladder and I don't know how we got here. Maybe it was elementary school when it was Halloween and Jin and I dressed up as Big Bird and Elmo our moms went all out only to come to school and get bullied for liking Sesame Street in the first place and now I'm in high school and the bullies still call me Big Bird and it shouldn't bother me but it does everyone want to be accepted.

Jin on the other hand doesn't care at all I wish I could be more like him he is brave and put himself out there without caring what people think about him. He as always been like an older brother to me he used to yelled at the kids for picking on me or pushing me off the swing.

I was so lost in my thought that I did see Jin get up going to the bathroom to get a brush and start doing my hair "I don't care what they want it's a party Yoongi it's always just you and I don't you wanna go out and have fun? Enjoy being young" he said sitting behind me brushing my hair.

I frowned hugging my pillow burying my nose in it as I felt the brush in my hair "we have fun...just as I like it that way" I whispered I heard him get up and suddenly he was in front of me cupping my face.

"Yoongi you can't be afraid of putting yourself out there don't let some small brain mouth breathers have control over you," he said looking at me I blinked at him as he let go of my face.

I let out a loud sigh grabbing the clothes he gave me standing up "Fine let's go" I huffed Jin smiled brightly at me he has always been more handsome than me.

"Great! I know this gonna be  fantastic night it's gonna change our lives for good" Jin said clapping his hands together "Now let's get sexy put on those jeans they make your but look good" he said

"Who am I trying to impress with my tiny ass?" I said walking to my bathroom flicking on the tights Jin followed standing at the door frame.

"I mean it's Hoseok party...so that means Hoseok friends will be there," he said I froze and turned around.

"W-Why would I care about hoseok friends" I whispered he chuckled

"Just thought you would want to know a certain boy will be there," He said shrugging his shoulders "You know him I've seen you doodle his name into your notebook using a heart to dot the eye" he smirked I blushed.

"Shut up! I-I don't like him anymore that was freshman year" I spat he chuckled walking back into my room I closed the bathroom door leaning against it letting out a breath.

"Dear god please let tonight go without any problems" I whispered.

-time skip to the party-