Bitter Taste -yoonmin-

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Jimin POV

"Feelings are fucking stupid" I hissed punching the sand bag while Namjoon held it we were at the gym late at night.

"Tell me about it we all have someone who fucked us up that's why we are all fuck boys" Namjoon said I kept punching the bag my fist were almost numb even with the gloves on.

"Yup fuckboys is just a cool word for heartbroken boys" Hoseok sighed doing stretches I stop punching the sand bag running a hand through my sweaty hair I'm completely drenched.

"Nobody broke my heart my parents just fucked me up with there shitty relationship" I said starting to attack the bag again "my dad fucks a new bitch every week while my poor fragile mom sits back and let's him come one and kiss her Goodnight!" I spat each word I landed a blow on the bag.

"Okay okay that's good take a break" Namjoon said tapping my shoulder walking towards the weights with Jungkook I sighed holding the bag leaning my sweaty forehead against it.

"Who's face were you imagine that bag was?" Jungkook said I close my eyes catching my breath.

"Nobody" I whispered walking over to a bench grabbing a towel wiping my forehead drinking some water.

I've been stressed all week since I got back from Yoongi's I don't even know why I went over there it's just when I walked into the bathroom and saw him crying with the red burn marks on his neck and ears I couldn't stop thinking about it it was bugging me so bad I went over there.

I usually never do any of this sleeping with the same person more than once or being that gentle with someone it was to intimate it scared me that's why I was so rough with sex but I was caught off guard with the after sex he laid there looking so delicate and beautiful a soft smile on his face I almost broke more rules.

I don't do feelings

I don't do love

I don't do relationships

That's why all week I avoid him he stirred something inside me that I didn't like so I distracted myself with other things this week mostly dancers and cheerleaders and girls from tinder they were great very bendy and a great distraction but none of them gave me that feeling I got when I was with him so now it's been exactly three days since I've had sex and I'm so pent up I'm gonna explode either in a horny or angry rage.

"Where the fuck is Taehyung he said he wanted to work on his arms but he is an hour late" Namjoon huffed placing the weight back on the rack.

"Ah he texted me saying he was with the boy Yoongi again they have been hanging out all week" Hoseok shrugged I stood back up going to the sand bag as they kept talking.

"They have gotten close Taehyung seems to like this one" Jungkook said wiping his face "He told me he is making some big plan to ask him to be his boyfriend" he added I kept punching the bag hard hits.

"Taehyung isn't like us he is a good soul he actual likes dating and falls in love" Namjoon sighed I stopped my attack on the sandbag sitting back on the bench with a loud huff taking off the gloves throwing them on the ground.

"Fuck this!" I spat grabbing my bag from the ground shoving all my stuff in it "I'm leaving I'll see you guys tomorrow at school" I said slinging the bag over my shoulder waving goodbye as I walked out of the gym the cool air hitting my skin felt great I walk over to my car hopping letting out a breath.

I sighed reaching for my phone unlocking it going to my text messages typing one out and quickly hitting send.

jimin:
Are you busy? Can I see you?