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this chapter is the text Jimin sent to Yoongi during the last chapter

jimin:
why am I nervous about seeing you tonight?

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
my feelings are going haywire and I don't know what to do about them

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
I don't understand them or why I can't fucking stop thinking about you it's annoying you weren't that memorable...

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
I hope I hold it together and don't do anything stupid like get drunk and grab you and kiss you like I want or pin you against the wall until your making  those beautiful sounds in my ear again

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
it's not like your important to me or anything and I don't miss you and I don't like you

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
I'll just ignore you tonight no biggie

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
fucking shit on a dick

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
why are you dressed like that ???

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
why do you have to sit next to me I can smell your strong perfume from here it's peaches or flowers I don't know but it's driving me crazy.

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
you look so pretty and smell so good it's annoying just stop being so alluring to me

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
taehyung is all over you and I don't blame him

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
hoseok is just a jealous asshole don't listen to him your gorgeous I'll kick his ass for being rude to you

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
sorry about the mushrooms I actually told the waitress to not bring them but Taehyung likes them so much.

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
he isn't paying attention to you and I see you want him to look at you and he is an idiot I haven't stopped looking at you since you got here

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
our knees are brushing and it sends a warm feeling throughout my whole body and everyone is drinking but I can't because I need to control myself I can't punch Taehyung and steal you away.

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
sorry I'm such an asshole

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
I feel like I can only say what I want to you here

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
each time we talk I'm such a dick to you but that's because I don't know how to be real with you and I don't know how to express my feeling I just panic and my defense is hurting other before they hurt me

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
you just left with him and now I can drink away my feelings try and forget what we have even if it was bitter and messy

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
maybe we are just bad for each other

kitten:
(unable to send message)

jimin:
but I still want you


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