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19 Min Yoongi: Are You Okay?

I sat up on my unmade bed, I haven't made my bed for a week now. I just haven't felt like it. I swung my legs off the bed, my feet hitting the cold floor. I stood up stretching for the first time today. I looked at the clock, it read '3:39 pm'  I just didn't feel like getting up. My phone pinged on my nightstand. The screen lit up the dim room. I haven't even turned on my lights yet. I picked up my phone unlocking it. Yoongi messaged me.

Yoonkitty: Hey, can I come over?

Yoonkitty: We haven't hung out in 2 weeks! I miss my best friend!

I sat there wondering if I wanted Yoongi to come over. I mean I did miss him but, being around people was not what I wanted right now. Before I could be stuck in my thoughts any longer Yoongi messaged me 1 last time.

Yoonkitty: I'm coming over anyway :)

I sighed. "I guess I have to get ready" I went to stand up but I just couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to get up. Even though I didn't want Yoongi to see me looking like a wreck I just was too drained to get up. I haven't been sleeping right, last night I was up until 4 am and woke up at 2:40 pm and I'm still tired. I haven't been leaving my room or showering.

Nor have I been eating right. The last time I ate was 7 days ago. I didn't feel hungry... I didn't feel anything at all. I thought it was normal. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Yoongi left a firm knock on my apartment door. I finally brought myself to my feet. slowly making my way to my door turning on lights as I made my way. As soon as I opened the door Yoongi wrapped his arms around me.

He pulled away and looked at me. A concerned look made its way onto his face. "Y/n are you okay?" He asked grabbing onto my hand. I haven't thought about that. "I'm not sure" I responded with a blank face. "Well, have you been eating?" He questioned. I was scared to answer that question. so, I just kept quiet. "I asked have you been eating?" I slowly shook my head no, tears started to sting my eyes.

He slowly wiped my eyes bringing me into another hug. I'm not going to lie, Yoongi made me feel safe. I think I needed him more than I expected. I- I think I'm in love with him. He pulled away. "Let's get you a shower" He calmly smiled, I just nodded. He grabbed my hand leading me over to the bathroom. When we entered the bathroom he turned the warm water on. "I'll get you a towel." He stepped out of the bathroom while I just sat there waiting for him.

A couple of seconds later he entered holding a fluffy white towel and other stuff. "I'll leave this here" He spoke as he set the towel on the sink. He also placed a pair of jeans and a sweater with the towel. He looked back into my eyes. "I'll be right outside if you need me" I nodded again, with that he quietly shut the door. I got undressed, a small sigh left my lips as I got into the shower. I already felt cleaner just by standing under the warm water.

I finished my shower and turned off the tap. I slowly made my way over to the sink grabbing the towel he got for me. A smile played at my lips. I got dressed and opened the bathroom door, I glanced down at Yoongi who was sitting on the floor. "Good, you're done" He smiled getting off the floor. As soon as he looked at me a little frown appeared. He probably saw how big the sweater got on me. "Let's go get lunch" He slowly grabbed onto my hand leading me out of my room.

"I need shoes" I sighed making Yoongi stop in his tracks. "I'll go get you a pair" He ran back into my room returning shortly with a pair of light green converse. "Here you go" He smiled handing them to me. I bowed a little bit then slipped them on. "Where do we go?" Yoongi asked me. I shrugged. "Panda it is" He knew panda was my favorite. He grabbed my wrist again tugging me out of my apartment. I pulled my arm back. "Yoongi. I can walk" He grabbed my wrist again. "I'm fully aware"

Huh-? Before I could question his statement anymore we were already in front of the Panda express. "How-" He didn't say anything, he again just pulled me inside. "Yoongi-" The lady at the counter interrupted me. "What may I get you on this winter evening" She smiled waiting for me to speak. "I-" Yoongi cut me off. "Orange chicken and rice" He ordered with his gummy smile on full display. I sighed then made my way to the booth.

I plopped down a struggled sigh leaving my mouth. I don't know why but I felt overwhelmed. hot tears started streaming down my face. I couldn't stop them, it's too late they're already flowing. Yoongi rushed over with our food, a smile that quickly faded when he saw my face. Dropping the food on the table he slid into the booth and held me. Tears were still streaming down my face. "what's wrong?" He asked laying a kiss on the top of my head. "I-I haven't eaten in a week" My voice cracked at the end.

At this point some people were looking at us with frowns, all I cared about was Yoongi holding me. "Do you want to try?"He asked. I'm not sure... "One piece, For me?" one... "O-okay..." He let go of me and grabbed a piece of chicken. "Here." He cut it in half. "Here you go" I spent maybe 10 seconds looking at it, I finally ate it. A small wave of relief washed over me, I ate it. "Great job" His gummy smile was back. "Why weren't you eating?" He asked softly, his hand on top of mine.

"Do you remember Jeonwoo?" I asked Yoongi. He nodded. "Well... He cheated on me and said it was my fault because I'm f-fat and ugly." I choked out more tears sliding down my face. "Wow" Yoongi sighed. "I can't believe that" "What do you mean?" I asked wiping my face. He couped both of my cheeks then kissed me softly, then slowly pulled away. "Your the prettiest girl I've ever seen. I can't imagine what a loser he is." I was speechless. "I've liked you for a very long time Y/n. I hate seeing you hurt yourself like this."

I- "You're my world. Please take care of yourself because you deserve it" A few tears slid down Yoongi's cheeks. "See now you got me crying" He chuckled then wiped them. I just kissed him again, that's all I could do. "I love you Min Yoongi" I pulled away covering my mouth. "I love you too (Your Full Name)" I think I'll be okay. "I'll take care of you okay?" Yoongi said sliding chopsticks over to me. I nodded.

"Thank you" I thanked him. He smiled. "My pleasure"

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