Words Mean Everything // EDITING AND CONTINUING

Chapter 13

sorry about that sucky chapter last time :/ pshdfuwejbfhewnjkfw anywashod (have no idea what just happened there, but anyways, so, yeah here ya go ) oh and btw... i think im actually gunna end this in a few chapters, maybe get up to about... 15? maybe? but there is going to be at least 2 books in the series so dont worry... but yeah so this book is about to end..Oh! and the ending is going to be so frikkin suspensful, I feel sorry for all you Jiall or Nillian shippers, or even Sarry shippers, but its gunna get good ;) ................................................. happy reading :)

*Niall's POV* 

She doesn't remember much, but what she has remembered, we've all cherished. The good things only last awhile as in, we did not expect for that plane to crash. We did not expect for Sydney to die. We did not expect for Jillian to lose her memory. Tay was still in the hospital, they wouldn't let her go until a parent or guardian came and picked her up. 

Yesterday was one of the greatest days of my life, might as well been for everyone else in this house aswell. The day that she didn't just remember, but spilled all. 

*Jillian's POV*

*Yesterday*

I had been lying on the couch all day, not feeling like moving, it's absolutely terrible not remembering barely anything. Especially when you don't remember your own sister or best friend dying in the exact same way. That's a bit more than just, coincidental.  

"Jillian?" I heard an Irish voice say from the hall. I responded with a sort of a grunt, thing, but Niall came down and sat at the end of the couch, lifting up my feet and putting them on his lap so he could sit down. 

"Yes?" I asked, turning around to look at him. He had just woken up and apparently needed something to say. 

"Do you remember anything about that first day we came here? Met you for the first time?" He asked, tilting his head to the side, making his brownish blonde locks sway from left to right. 

I thought long and hard about this. The first day they came to meet me wasn't too long ago, from what they said. I had regained knowledge of who they all were in the time being and that I was indeed in a relationship with Niall Horan. The dude sitting right there, with my legs in his lap, yep, that guy. 

"Yeah, some, I mean, I don't remember all of it, I remember, meeting you guys but first hearing about you on the news with Sydney." I said, laughing a bit. 

"And then, we talked and it became the best friendship I've ever had with anyone in my whole entire life. I know that much." I said, looking up to him. 

He nodded and then went back to asking more questions. 

"What about, the note you sent?" Niall asked after a long pause of about 5 minutes of not awkward, but comfortable silence. 

"I sent a note? To who?" I asked, suddenly interested and slight scared about some note I had sent someone. 

"Yeah, to us, that's what made us come here, We brought it with us." Niall said, pulling a piece of folded up paper out of his sweatshirt pocket. 

"Here, read it, its from you and Sydney." He said, handing it to me. 

I began to read, 

"Dear Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Harry Styles, and Niall Horan, 

  Me and my friend Sydney have been fans of yours since the beginning of One Direction, when the X-Factor came out. 

We have cherished all of your songs, taken each one to heart, and played it like they were meant for us. 

The actual main reason of this letter is for Niall. Lately, Sydney and I have been seeing rumors and hate towards all of you, but most out of the five, Niall. We read some of the tweets, posts, and comments, that some people were posting and I do have to say, it made me cry. 

People like that don't need to just say whatever they want, yeah, I do know it is a free country and all, but, really, as my parents always told me, 'Treat someone as you would want to be treated, because Karma comes back, and when it comes back, it hits you in the face. Hard.' 

From then, I took the hate into consideration and stood up for you, making sure the haters knew the real fans, and why they cared for you all. Some got mad, but ended up getting banned from the sites they were posting on because of hate. 

One girl at my school awhile back said something that made me interested in standing up to the bullies out there and hate. She told me that I should stand up better for myself, and that I was too disgraceful and terrible for any guy to want me. 

I had finally had enough since I had been bullied by her for the last 8 years. I finally decided just to man up and tell her what I needed to. 

I told her straight up that she shouldn't act that way and said, "Treat someone as you would want to be treated because Karma comes back, and when it comes back, it hits you in the face. Hard." and walked away. 

She has never spoken to me sense and then I realized I could actually stand up to everyone out there, and so, I did. 

I went out and told all of your haters and everyone to just stop it all, every bit of it, because it did no good what-so-ever. 

I hope you boys take this into concideration and I just want to let you know, you all made it able for me to stand up to the ones who deserve to be stood up to, and I'm so glad I was able to help you, Niall, I love you all, you're my biggest inspirations and I hope you see this, because it took a long time and a lot of paper to write this :D

    Love, your biggest supporters, 

                         Jillian and Sydney xx"