lucky clover <3☆

Chapter:4

Clover's POV:
i pounced on the boy and started clawing at his eyes as if i were a cat,anything to make him feel the pain i felt when he..well i didn't quite know what he did to me but considering the fact that when i touched my forehead my hand was painted red it mustn't have been very pretty..he wasn't the nice boy i once thought he was,atleast not anymore he wasn't,i hate him,I hate him more then any words could possibly describe and its quite obvious that the feeling is mutual.

I only stop once he's screaming in pain and begging me to,but it isnt of my own free will as i am pulled off by both his mother and both my parents,edens mother begins sobbing uncontrollibly,she seems as though she cant bear to see her "little boy" in so much pain,the "little boy" i hate oh so much,i wish my parents cared as much for me as edens mother cares for him sometimes..he doesnt deserve her..really he doesn't,no matter how much i dislike the two of them,i can sympathize with the boys mother,but only abit..i however can't possibly do the same with him..he's just impossible to sympathize with.

He holds his face in his hands and begins backing up against my backdoor,still screaming bloody murder and i can't help but think about how laughable it is that he is scared of me,the supposed tiny,weak and useless girl of district 2,his eyelids are now covered in deep scratch marks,and are bleeding but this time his mother doesn't say anything at all,we are equal now and she knows that,not quite as equal as i'd like us to be but equal none the less.

"Not very lucky now are you clover??"even with those ugly scratch marks and torn up eyelids he still has an attitude towards me"i mean you're basically useless now,the fact that you couldn't even walk down the stairs without that railing there is pathetic,you're never gonna be a tribute in the hunger games,and even if you are you'll probably just get that "bOyFRiend" of yours killed"he was starting to aggravate me now.

"Cato isn't my boyfriend,he's just my friend and he's a better one then you'll ever be..i promise you that,and if im so useless explain why i was able to ruin your already ugly face even more with just my two hands?and dont think i didnt hear all the begging and screaming you were doing while i was at it,and the backing up against my door while holding your bleeding face in your hands?your laughable eden,extremely laughable,and your a hypocrite too,calling me tiny,weak and useless when you are the same,you are just like me no matter how much you try and deny it"

This seems to keep the boy quiet,atleast for awhile while he looks for something to say back,but nothing comes,he's lost for words it seems and thats good because it suits me just fine,im sick of his irratating high pitched voice anyways,usually my parents and edens mother would force us to apologize to eachother right about now,but they dont,which is very unlike them..i think they expect us to talk this thing out together but there isnt really anything to talk about,i hate him and he hates me and that isnt something thats going to change with afew sorrys and im fine with that,i don't want to become all buddy buddy with him again anyways because that isnt something that he deserves,he deserves nothing from me other them afew more scratchs to match the ones ive already gave him,ugly scratches for a boy with such an ugly personality.

When it becomes clear to both my parents and edens mother that none of us are about to apoligize to eachother anytime soon they eventually give up with trying to make us do so,which i am happy about but i don't want him and his mother in my house any longer,their silence is depressing me and its foolish to keep them here for no reason but i soon realise that they arent going to be leaving anytime soon so i pick myself up from the floor and start heading up the stairs towards my room,when i get there i plop myself down onto my bed and just wait,wait for this horrid night to end,wait for eden and his mother to leave so i can finally talk things out with my parents and convince them to let me change training partners,wait for the sunrise so that i can see cato again,wait for winterbreak to finally end so i can go back to school,wait for my injury to heal so that i can go back to training with cato in the training center..i didnt realise how much i had to wait for until i actually started thinking about it,the thought of waiting must've exhausted me alot because i eventually fell asleep thinking about it and i mustve been sleeping along time because when i woke up it was morning.