The new beginning

Chapter 1

Author's note: hey there that is my first book and it is a fanfiction. Hope you will like it. I apologise already for my English, as it is not my native language. Hope you will like it. :)

Ada

As I walked through the store, I saw this beautiful blue cinderella alike dress. I looked at it and was amazed by the beautiful dress. I wanted it so much, so I looked at the price. "5000 Lira?", I said aloud. Everyone in the store turned their gaze to me. Ashamed I looked at the floor. I turned away and was about to get out of the store when the saleswomen stopped me. "Miss", she said. "Yes?", I said with a questioning voice. She handed me the dress and said: "You can have this dress. It's a gift from the store. Think it's a gift for Christmas." "Thanks, but I can't take that dress", I said and headed out of the store. Yeah Christmas, very good I'm alone again. This is the fourth year that I'm alone on Christmas and New Year. Why me? Out of all the people in the world I was chosen to be alone and to have so many problems? I felt tears sliding down my cheeks. And as the wind blows my tears crystallised and felt cool.

On the seaside I sat on a bench. I looked at how beautiful the winter here in Istanbul was and how beautiful the sea here shine. I looked at the sky and all of a sudden, I felt snow on my skin. It felt so magical. I stood up, held my arms out and circled under the falling snow. It felt like there would be a new beginning and as I said that I slipped and fell into the sea. "Yeah a new beginning!", I said as I tried to come out. What was I thinking? My life will always be like this. It's like I wanted to come out of the dirt but couldn't because I'm stuck and now it felt really like this because I couldn't come out of the water. Suddenly I saw a helping hand and I took it. Then I didn't know that I would hold onto this hand for the rest of my life.

Bora

I saw a girl struggling to come out of the water and I went to help her. I gave her my hand and before I could say I anything, she took it and I was surprised. I helped her to come out and took both of her hands. When she got out of the water our bodies were like two inches apart from each other. I could smell her perfume and it smelled so good. It was a mix of spring and roses. I was delighted. And then I saw her face. It was pure of innocence. Her lips were full round and had such a beautiful colour, such an attractive pink. Her face so beautiful and those eyes. I could easily get lost in her green eyes. Her beautiful brown hair were in her face and I tried to put them behind her ears. As I did that, I felt her soft skin. Jesus what is happening to me? I never felt that way toward someone. I was holding her but now my right arm was around her waist and the other behind her ears touching her hair. Why do I have no control about what my body is doing right now? But it feels good and a little scary. She was shaking. "Come with me", I said to her and without rejecting she came with me.

Ada

We sat in his car, and it felt warmer now because he had turned on the car heater. Why did I get into his car? Something in him was like a magnet that pulled me closer, and I somehow liked it. "Thanks", I managed to say. Just now I realize how beautiful he is. His style is so perfect. He is just in a black suit, but it is so good tailored on his body that I can see the form of his muscles. Wow those hair of him. They have the colour black and his beard. I think, of what it looks like, it is a three-day beard, and it looks so good on him. "No problem. Everyone would do the same", he said and how did I not notice those beautiful eyes until now? That's a shame. "What?", he said with those hazel-coloured eyes of him that I easily could get lost in them. Wait hold on did I say that out loud? "What is a shame?", he asked me. Oh no that's not good. How should I answer him? I put my palm on my forehead and breath very very deep in. Just like there is not enough air. I should just change the subject. "Not everyone would do that. Now I should go. Thanks for everything." I was about to open the door when he grabbed my arm. "You can't go with these wet clothes", he said with those hazel eyes of him. Okay he realized that I don't want to talk about the thing I said aloud, and he just left it. I coughed. "You see. You are getting a cold. So, before it is to late say where you live so I can drive you home." Why did he care so much?

We were sitting in the car outside of my apartment and it was still snowing. "It's so beautiful", I said as I looked out of the window. "You're the one beautiful here", I heard him saying in a low tone. What? Since I saw this man, I just have questions in my mind and I can't find answers to them. What is he doing to me? See again another question. Did he really found me beautiful? I am just a girl who has nothing but a very bad fate. You're also beautiful I wanted to say but I couldn't because I didn't know him. Why did he say something to a stranger like me? I wanted to try out something and see if he says it again. "What did you say? I didn't hear it." "Nothing", he said. I get disappointed. He doesn't say it. "Alright if there is nothing more you want to say, then I should head home", I said but actually I didn't want to go. I wanted a reaction but no nothing, so I opened the door. "Ah and thank you for your help", I said through the car window. I went away but looked back and he was still sitting in his car watching me from behind.

Bora

What was that? She had something that made me warm and now that she got out of the car I feel cold and that is a very strange feeling that I never ever felt in my life. I shook my head so I could throw the thoughts out. I have to concentrate on other things now, I said to myself. I was about to drive as I caught sight of something under the car seat. It was her scarf. I should bring it to her, I thought. But I thought wrong because I didn't even know her name, how am I supposed to find out in which floor she lives? I just put the scarf on the passenger seat and just looked at it and thought of the sentence that I believe in: You always meet twice in life. I started the car and drove away. Someday we will meet again and then I will give her the scarf.

Ada

The next few days were quiet and very boring. There are exactly two weeks left until Christmas and three weeks until New Year. And during all these days I was thinking of one person, and I didn't know the reason. I didn't even know his name, but I was always thinking of him. What is happening to me? "Earth to Ada! Are you still here?" I heard someone saying. I looked around to see who it was and saw that my work colleague Ayse was waving around to see if I am still here. I said it that I was thinking too much lately. "What?", I said annoyed. "Whoa, what is wrong with you?" I think I was a little or maybe to rude to her. "Sorry, I don't know what is happening with me lately. Don't take it personally", I said while putting my palms on my eyes. "No problem but you should come out of your thoughts because table seven is waiting and you as a waiter should go and take their orders. Chop chop." I took my pencil and my notes and headed to table seven.