The new beginning

Chapter 6

Author's note: Here we are after two weeks. I am sorry for not uploading the story but I had many exams during this two weeks and was now able to finish this chapter. But ai didn't want to make you wait until Tuesday so I thought to post it on Saturday. Hope you will enjoy it and if as always share it, comment and vote for it if you like it. Luv yall. Don't forget to follow me on Twitter: Supergirl2021_

Bora
Her lips are so soft, and they taste like cherry. I can't hold myself. I want to pull her closer. I want all of her. She is amazing. She is my Wonder Women. She is my rabbit. And I realized that just now. I want her. I don't care about any obstacles. I know that together we will overcome all of them.

I didn't know that a French kiss would be so good. Is it perhaps because of her? I pulled her even closer to me. If that was even possible. I know there's not much room left, but I wanted her even closer, so I pulled her onto my lap. She didn't pull away and maybe that is a good sign.

I wanted her to straddle me, but her dress didn't allow it. I held her tightly by her waist and never wanted to let go. My other hand held her neck and I caressed her cheek with my thumb. She had her little hands in my hair, and it was driving me crazy. Her hands in my hair that felt so good.

I had never experienced this before. I had never ever wanted someone so close to me. Suddenly I felt drops on my head. We broke the kiss, trying to get our breaths under control. We both looked up and there it was. It was magical. It was snowing. The snowflakes were coming down so beautifully and we were sitting under them. It couldn't get any better. I think this is the new beginning for me. A new beginning with Ada. Ada, the girl that triggered something in me. The girl that I don't want to let go of.

Our eyes met. She still had her hands in my hair, and I was now holding her by her waist with both my hands.

"Yapma, yapma, nolur yapma," she said. "Ne yapmim Ada?", I asked her. "Yapma, bana böyle bakma." "Ben sana baska türlü bakamam ki," I told her honestly, resting my forehead on hers. She closed her beautiful eyes and let out a heavy sigh. I really didn't know another way looking at her. I looked at her with so much admiration and I couldn't prevent myself of doing that.

I put my palms on her cheeks and said, "Bana bak." She looked up and I met her beautiful eyes. I saw in her eyes that something was troubling her. I wondered what it was. Maybe I was too fast or maybe she didn't like the French kiss or maybe I had a bad breath.

"Wasn't the kiss good? Was I going too fast? I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. I mean we've only just found each other and I'm already falling over you. You certainly can't move freely because of me. Oh, I'm such a fo..." "Bora, we broke our rule!", she yelled at me. And that's when it hit me like a train. I had forgotten the rule.

But after a while of thinking if I should care I found the answer and it was very easy. No is the answer. I don't care. We were still little and didn't know anything and now the rules seem kiddish to me.

"Look our friendship shouldn't suffer. I don't want us to be in a relationship and if something happens Allah Kursun that we can't be friends anymore."

I am shocked and don't know what to say. I didn't even think about this. Maybe I should think a little more. I think she is right. Our friendship is the most important right now. We have seen each other for the first time in 14 years and I don't want us to break up again. So I have to accept that. I can't get away from her. I want to stay with her, and I should accept it.

Maybe something will come out of us one day. But not in the near future. I know that and therefore I should be patient and wait. She isn't ready to cross the obstacle yet. But I will wait. But am I ready? Do I even want us to become something someday? I don't know. I am confused I think the best is to just forget these questions and let fate do his thing. Like he did when he brought us back together.