To the girl I hate.

Warning ED and fat shaming

How Do People Like You?

I see this girl everywhere I go.
And every time I see her I feel angry and guilty.
I trusted that girl when she was younger.
She was nice,kind,pretty- oh she was so pretty.
She had healthy brown curls that would bounce every time she walked.
She had skin that would shine in the light.
She had a perfect body.
She was skinny and so ideal.
She could pull off anything.
She was the perfect person and anyone thought that- even me.

But she changed. She became so ugly and stupid.
She has broken damaged hair.
Pimples all over her face.
She has such a ugly fat body.
She was the opposite of what she was before.
No one likes her.
Even me.

I want to punch her. I want to kick her and scream at her and get her attention to make her back the way she was before.
To make her pretty again.
To make her smart again.
To make her skinny again.
To make her worth liking again.