A/N: Hello! Another one!! Again this is fam fiction, nothing happened in real life. The characters and events happened doesn't reflect their personalities in real life, thank you! Parang di ko sure ito, magulo ng slight
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Regine
Sunsets are beautiful, isn't it? I love taking pictures of the sunsets, it's so aesthetically pleasing. I've compiled some of my favorite for future purposes, ig? There's been something bothering me, Things I do isn't right already, I shouldn't have done this to him. Anyways, I am waiting for my boyfriend in the restaurant because we'll watch the sunset later after we eat. Speaking of my boyfriend he's already here.
"Kanina ka pa, ba?" He asked and kisses my forehead
"Hindi naman, I missed you" Baby talk again
"Aysus, I missed you too" he reciprocated. "What do you want to eat, mahal?" he asked me
We've proceeded to take our orders and while waiting, we've talked about things.
"Baba, How much do you love me?" I asked. He was confused on why I asked him that.
"Bakit naman ganon ang tanong mo, hon?" He laughed. "More than my life, I would rather be with you for the last time than not being with you for the rest of my life. You get it? I couldn't imagine myself without you. You've made me the best as I can be. You don't have to doubt on how much I love you. I try to say and act it out so just you'll feel my love. I love you very much" Ogie said. I can't help but my tears falls off one by one. Hindi ko siya deserve at bakit ngayon ko lang narealize na hindi niya deserve yung ginawa ko sakanya.
"I-I love you too so much" I beamed. And he kisses my lips, ahhh.
"Why would you ask such questions, baba? Has been something bothering you?" Meron.
"Wala naman, baba. I don't know pero yan unang tanong sa isip ko eh hehe" I lied. Ugh! I hate doing this. Pretending.
"Weeeh? Meron eh. You're always asking me those questions when you're jealous or something. Promise po, I'm not hiding anything from you, you can check my phone pa nga" Ikaw wala pero ako meron.
"Hindi ahh, wala nga po." He looked directly unto my eyes, parang binabasa nya ba yung mata ko
"Yung totoo mahal. Ano po yun? Hindi po ako magagalit. Feels like something's bothering you eh." Ayun nabasa na niya, no ayokong sabihin natatakot ako. Hindi ko siya deserve please lang, Why would I put myself in this situation, na double yung nafefeel, Saan kaya ako makakakuha ng lakas ng loob sabihin sakanya. It's not that I don't love him anymore, It's just he doesn't deserve me, he deserves the best and I'm just good. Let's find a way to tell him "Mahal?" I got back to my senses when he said that.
"Po?" I asked
"Kanina ka pa tulala dyan, and you haven't answered my question yet" Ayokong sagutin.
"Wala nga po, okay lang ako"
"I'm worried, you're not yourself. You know you can tell me everything right?" Not everything, specifically this.
"Baba, sa totoo lang. Hindi kita deserve. Hindi ko alam bakit ka napunta sakin, may mga iba naman dyan" I said. Ang sakit eh. Hindi ko naman talaga siya deserve after what I did to him. Feeling ko
