"Hadley" Jaiden shouted and he ran out behind Hadley, i flopped my head back and strted to sob into my pillow, i felt Ramins arm lay around my shoulders pulling me into his chest he put me onto his lap and rocked me like a baby, all i could is sob "they hate me i promised them i wouldnt leave just yet" i cried "they dont hate you Sierra its just hard to process the infomation" mandy cried back holding onto my hand.
Thirty minutes later the boys return with puffy red bloodshot eyes, they have been crying, "i....i...i'm sorry" Hadley sobs i put my arms out so he ran up to my bed and jumped up and we just held each other for life.
The doctor came walking in with a fake smile ready to tell me "i already know doc, Ramin told me" i croaked my throat started to became sore from all the screaming and crying. "oh okay thank you sir" he replied. "can i have a word with you in private please" i asked "erm sure" he replied with that ramin and mandy got the boys and the went to the waiting room.
"what is it miss boggess" the doctor asked "how long will it be before i die if i chose to not take and medication or chemo" i whispered "erm well you would only have a few weeks if your lucky you might not make it through the night my dear" he whispered back hoping i never heard him, "okay well then, does that mean i can go home now i continued "of course ill got and get mr and mrs Karimloo to tell them your decision" he said "no ill tell them when i get home" i snapped. with that i was discharged from the hospital and was in my bed at home, i started to observe my room and then cried "in three weeks im not going to be anythng" i thought to myself Mandy and Ramin heard my crying and came running through my door "whats wrong are you hurt" mandy shouted "no, no im fine but i need to tell you why i was discharged from the hospital" i said "its because your not going to do chemo isnt it" i heard JAiden say with Hadley hand in his standing in the door way"come here sweeties," they came onto my bed and ramin and mandy sat on the sofa next to my bed "i have decided to not have medication which means i only have threeweeks left, i just want to thank you all for being in my life, Mandyyou have been one of the most amazing person in my life Ramin is lucky to have you, Jaiden you are going to grow up so handsome and i know you will treat your future wife well i love you, Hadley i was there when you was born, i was the first person to hold you the first to see your beautiful eyes i will never forget you i love you, Ramin" i started to choke up "Ah Ramin you have been the light of my live and i will always be grateful to you, you have shown me how to accept myslef and you have taught me how to love, i have and always will love you, im sorry that i must departure earlier than expected but please will you never ever forget me,"
we all embraced each other and started to cry.
i looked up and saw a white light it was so warm and inviting i heard my heart monitor stop beating and evetyone around me crying, i looked around and sawmy lifeless body on the bed and them all hugging it "NOOOOO" hadley screamed "please no i love you Sierra please come back i needd you your my best friend" Ramin sobbed i turned away as it was too painful to see them hurt and i walked into the bright light to see my granparents smiling at me holding their hands to grab mine, im finally at peace i feel no pain "im free" i screamed and ran towards my granparents...
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A friendships tale (RIERRA A FANFICTION)
FanfictionWhat's the first thing that comes into your head once you have been told 'you have cancer' how are you meant to react? Will you survive? Will people be there for you? My name is Sierra Boggess and this is my journey to the end.
