A friendships tale (RIERRA A FANFICTION)

Chapter Seven: Think Of Me Fondly

I woke up in the white room again but this time i didnt react i didnt care if i was going to die and the the room around me went back to my past about 7 years ago when i first met Simon, tears started to stream down my face but all i could do was watch so i did:

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i was on my last week at phantom in las vegas when both me and the current phantom would be replaced and Simon was his replacement "hello my name is simon" he says his voice was so beautiful i lost my concentration until i knew he was looking at me my face must of looked stupid so i snapped out of my daydream "oh hello my name is Sierra" i replied i felt my face start to blush.

-FLASHBACK ENDS-

the room became white and then again it went back to when Simon and i was first intimate with each other but i closed my eyes for all of that was a lie, then another memory came and it was from 2 years ago when simon proposed to me at my last night as Ariel on The Little Mermaid.

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"before we leave the stage there is someone who would like to make an announcement" david says while gesturing Simon to come on stage which he did shyly "sierra would you please come here"he says quietly into his mic he takes hold of my hands and starts to talk "Sierra Majory Boggess, i have known you for the longest time and yet i fall in love with you even more everyday i want to spend the rest of my life with you and with that" he starts to sing "say you'll share with me one love one lifetime, say the word and i will follow you, share each day with me each night each morning, anywhere you go let me go to," as he sings the last line he kneels down and puts a ring in front of me "sierra thats all i ask of you" i start to feel my eyes water "yes a thousand times yes" i scream he then puts the ring on my finger and picks me up and we kiss the audience raws and shouts congratulations as we bow.

-FLASHBACK ENDS-

i start to cry cause even though that was a good memory it was also a lie, and with that i feel myself waking up. i open my eyes to find out i have been unconsious for three more weeks "great three more weeks down the drain" i thought to myself i saw everyone in my room they were all asleep but then Jaiden woke up he came over and gave me a hug "i decided i couldnt go yet not without saying good bye to you all, but thank you for understanding the pain im in" i said to him with tears in my eyes and tears start to well up in his eyes "oh sierra i hate to see you in pain next time if this hapens again please just let go yes it will hurt to know i wont have you in my life anymore but it breaks my heart knowing your in pain and i cant do anything about it" he cries "hay, dont cry sweetie i will always be in your life i will always be in your heart no matter were you are all you have to do is call and ill be there no matter what" i replied.

"you promise" "i promise"

a few minuetes pass and eventually eveyone wakes up Hadley starts to cry i think he now is starting to understand whats about to happen because he flung his arms around my neck and screams at the top of his voice "No you cant leave, please god dont take her, its not fair you cant Die please sierra dont leave me I love you auntie Sierra, i love you" i start to cry uncontrollably as i craddle him back and forth in my arms i didnt know what to tell him so i just told him the truth, "im sorry baby but everything must come to an end but i will always be with you i love you Hadley" i cry back to him.

"will you sing us a song" he asks looking at me with puppy dog eyes, im not sure if my lungs would let me but i didnt care so i aggreed "what song do you want to hear" i asked "look with your heart" he replied so i held him in my arms like a baby, mandy amd ramin was holding each other on the couch and jaiden crawled up beside me and and i put my arm over his shoulders and started to sing.

Loves a curious thing, it often comes disguised, but look at love the wrong way it goes unrecognised, so look with your heart and not with your eyes...

and then room becomes silent everyone fell asleep so i just adjusted myself and jaiden and i put Hadley onto the other side of my bed and fell asleep.

i woke up a few hours to a beeping noise it was my heart moniter i was alone i wondered were everyone went but realised mandy had work and it was a school day, then Ramin walked in a coffee for me, hes so sweet so i thanked him he kissed my forehead and layed down next to me and i rested my head onto his chest feeling comfted "when can i go home" i asked Ramin but ramin hesitated to tell me the answer "please Ramin its only me im not going to bite" i pushed and then i felt a tear tall onto my head and i knew something was wrong i got up and saw that Ramin was sobbing which intsually scared me and i started to cry "please Ramin your scaring me i can take it" i cried, he gave up and told me "the doctors has said your condition has gotton worse so you have to stay in the hosptial until you past" i knew thats not the whole story so i pushed him once more but he didnt buged "you know i will find out soon my doctor will be here any minute and he will tell me" i said calmly and once again he gave in "your gonna die" he cried out "i know that already" i sighed "no i mean the doctors has now only given you three months your gonna die" he sobbed and i sobbed back realising i wont even make it to christmas or even to Hadleys 6th birthday. we both cried for hours until mandy and the boys came in so i decided i needed to tell them.

"boys will you come here please onto my bed i have something to tell you" they obeyed and climbed onto my bed "oh boys im so sorry but my illness has gotton much worse and..." i couldnt finishhed i felt a lump in my throat and i started to sob so i just blurted out "im leaving sooner than we ecpected" all three of there faces dropped and they started to weep "you promised you wouldnt leave me" Hadley cried "im sorry baby theres nothing i can do about it" i cried back "but you promised" he shouted angrily and ran out of my room.