Death don't stick⇢⇢⇢Seventeen ot13

*Six*

8:56 pm // chans apartment // living room
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Chans pov / third person

Chan walked into the living room with a complexed expression on his face. He was actually starting to be a little bit happy again because of that job and now he was as good as fired. He was too in his thoughts over his dead but now alive EX boyfriends and messed up because of it.

So if you asked chan he would say him getting fired was their fault. Which is why dumb chan made another appearance. But this time, dumb chan was fueled by sad chan which is a VERY big difference.

Once the others caught sight of chans face they knew it was about to get tense.

"Sorry about your job channie." Wonwoo said in a hope that it would cheer him up.

It did not.

Chan wasn't in the mood to be cheered up. The people he fell in love with, died and left him in a cruel world alone for 11 long months.

  He's so in love with them that he couldn't even move on or even get horny unless it was about them, hell he would have wet dreams about them then cry about it because he felt disgusted with his body for reacting that way over his DEAD boyfriends, which honestly was a understatement because they were more like soulmates then anything.

  But then he got that job and the food and drinks reminded him of his loves, the energy of the cafe reminded him of all the movie nights they had together. And he felt happy for once, real happiness.

  Then they walked in and turned his life upside down once again. They took away the one thing that would make him happy once they leave again, because chan wasn't dumb he knew they were gonna leave again.

  They didn't even have a house around here seeing as they were staying with him.

Chan was tired. He was exhausted. He was-

" Damn, Vernon how many hickies did you give him his neck is totaled." DK  said out of nowhere eyes fixed on chans neck.

But that was all Chan needed to snap out of his head and back into reality.

" Can we just talk about why you guys are suddenly alive? I saw the building blow up with you guys in it." Chan rushed out stopping Vernon from responding. The others looked at each other trying to see who was gonna talk first.

"Look Chan when we all first started dating you had dreams. You wanted to be a dancer and become a idol. But you stopped dancing and stopped practicing once you joined seventeen. We couldn't continue holding you back from achieving more then what you could achieve if you would've never met us. Seventeen is our dream but we couldn't force it to be yours too." Seungcheol said while gripping Jihoons hand in a death grip.

Seeing that he was done talking seungkwan took over.

" But then we realized that we really fucked up and should've just talked to you about it. So we don't expect for you to forgive us or take us back and we apologize for acting jealous when we honestly have no right because you're right, you are technically single-"

That got some grumbles from Minghao, Vernon and Joshua who were easily shut up by the look mingyu gave them.

"- so even if it takes forever we're gonna try our best to get your trust and love back if you allow us too. But everything is up to you and either way we're gonna deposit 1 million won in your account so you can pay for anything you need to be a professional dancer. You were supposed to have got it after we faked our deaths but it never went through." Seungkwan finished off and looked down at his hands so Chan wouldn't see the tears gathering in his eyes.

Chan honestly didn't know what to say. I mean the only reason he ever even liked dancing was because that's how he met them. In a empty classroom at his high school and they were all dancing to a song by BTS.

Chan so wanted to yell and scream and tell them he hated them and for them to leave and never come back and that he would never forgive them. That it was too much and he wouldn't ever get over the pain he felt when he saw them die.

But, he had forgiven them once he had woke up and for the first time in 11 months didn't have a nightmare. Sure it might've been stupid of him to just forgive them like that but love wasn't smart and that is what he was, in love with them. Plus earlier was the first time he actually came in 11 months and there was no need to punish himself for their stupidity.

It still hurt but sometimes love hurts and that's okay. Of course he was gonna hold this over their head for years but that's just a given.

The bastards had faked their death all because none of them had a brain cell and didn't think to ask Chan if he wanted to be a idol or a dancer. It was stupid but love isn't smart.

Chan sighed already done with this conversation.

" What does this mean going forward? Are you guys just gonna leave again? Would I be apart of seventeen again?" Chan asked all in one breath knowing that he had to ask these questions if he was to quell his anxiety that was steady rising.

"Well it all depends on what you decide, if you take us back then of course you'll be coming with us and you were never not apart of seventeen you have every right to use the name seventeen even if we were dead." Jihoon explains with a thoughtful expression on his face.

Then Hoshi pops up and asks what the others are obviously thinking.

"Does this mean you forgive us, Chan?"

"You know you guys hurt me real bad. I went through a lot these past months that i can't just forget never happened." Chan answered with a frown.

Before anyone could butt in Chan continues talking "And I don't want to just sit around again and watch you guys get hurt like I did in the past. What if one day you guys do get blown up and I could've stopped it from happening if you guys weren't so overprotective?"

"I don't want to be treated like a child, I wanna act like the badass I am." Chan finishes with a long frown and his arms crossed.

"No." Jeonghan says with a deadpanned face

"That's cool too, but yeah I forgive you guys!" Chan says knowing that he could always just ask again later. He was definitely thinking with his dick.

The others faces all light up and Vernon runs to hug Chan in a bear hug.

"You're gonna love the new house, Chan"

"I'm sorry, house?"

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AHHHH sorry guys i'm still unsure on how I still didn't release this update on time when i had already finished it 😣 But it's out and this may or may not be the last official chapter but i'll probably add extra chapters of their life before they left and their life after but if there's any other group you guys like and want me to write about i'll do that too.

Idk what imma write next but hopefully it'll be as good as this book yk so thank you everyone who likes this book and just comment if you have any suggestions <333

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